Warning: read at your own risk. Talks about self harm and hate and all that horrible stuff. Remember this not the way to go. If you need anybody to talk to you can talk to me.
I watch as the blood comes trickling down my arm and my thighs. Yet another cut much like the hundreds all over my ugly body. Self inflicted wounds cover my body neck down. I stand in front of the mirror, and look at myself,And I don't make a sound, but my eyes scream out 'help'. I haven't had much sleep these past days. I always stay up for hours and hours contemplating my life and if somebody would care if I died. That and the fact that I'm crying myself to sleep.I wouldn't count it as sleep cuz im usually awake most of the night. My grades are falling,much like my life. I think it's because of my lack of interest. My mind is so occupied of things concerning my life I can't focus on school life. Every second of my life is consumed of wishing to die. I have nothing left. Nothing at all. Nobody would care for someone as worthless as me. I wish somebody would save me. But nobody will cuz im stupid and worthless. Nobody would like to be friends with me much less talk to me. All the "friends" i have don't really care. They could care less about the state that I'm in. I could care less about me. It's weird cuz i want someone to care about me yet i dont care about myself at all.
Until next time. If there is one that is.....
