READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.
Also if you're having a good day i suggest that you refrain from reading this. It will probably ruin it.
Hurting myself doesn't help much. But it's worth it.
The few minutes of release from the emotional pain is wonderful.
Sobbing for continuous hours.
Crying myself to sleep
Looking at myself.
Things said to me.
All great motivation to help me pursue the need for release.
Idc maybe you do. Maybe you don't.
Majority of the time my mind will still say nobody does.
And i will believe it cuz i of the state I'm in.
And most of the time, I'll probably be in that state just you won't see it cuz i keep it on the inside. Makes me realize how less some people care.
Haha i sound insane. Maybe i am.
I don't deserve anything.
I'm starting to really hate my name.
It's always yusra do this,do that, come here. Yusra don't. Please talk. Now i flinch. Like i can here people screaming my name in the middle of algebra and literally the whole room is quiet. Yusra don't please.
Don't fucking what.
I can leave if i fucking desire to.
I can do whatever the fuck I want to.
YEA WE DO WHAT WE WANT TOO...
But yea bye.
Have a wonderful day.
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