I'm so tired. I'm tired of not being able to cry becuase my dad wants me to be strong. And when I don't cry mymom thinks I dont have emotions. Which I do. I have a lot of them I just keep them in. Especially my sad ones. Its okay if she can cry but its absolutely horrible when I do. She call her stupid so I called her stupid becuase everybody is at times. Even with him gone for a month she still hasnt changed one bit. Shes so selfish and heartless and cruel. She assumes so many things she makes others feel bad about themselves how could you do that? With the relationship you're meant to have with each other things like that shouldn't be said. That's why all of this happened and progressed more is cuz you couldnt be nice and shut your rude mouth for once. How are you so cold hearted.
