Today's been an overall shit day.
My best friend didn't show to school today. And i really needed him. Cuz he knows all the shit that goes on in my house and i stopped telling him or anybody in fact how life was going and i was gonna spill everything to him cuz i couldn't keep it in anymore.
But he wasn't there.
And then i got home and passed out.
For like 3 hours.
So YAY!!!!
And then my girlfriends upset with me. And i don't wanna loose them. I can't live without them. If you read this i want you to know that I love you so much. So so so much. And i can't live without you. You mean the entire universe to me. And you make me smile. I need you in my life
I love you so much.
If anything bad happens i fucking hate you parents.
Bye.
If something bad happens to me.
I'm so sorry.
Okay I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for leaving you. I'm sorry. If i could have it any other way i would.
I love you so much darling.
Bye.
