I'm slowly coming to the realization if us not being able to talk again. I'm worried out of my mind for you and I cant stop crying. I miss you so much and I just hope you know I love you. I hope you eat and take care of your beautiful self and know that youre perfect to me and that I'll always love and care about you. I hope you know that everything will be okay and that you're strong and I believe in you. I'm trying my best to stay strong for yoh and everything is reminding me of you and I dont know what to do other than cry and be worried. I'm sorry this is all happening and I dont know. The funny thing is this happened with my ex and I on the exact same day and I was at a waterpark when they broke up with me and you were at a waterpark earlier today. I just dont know what to do. I don't want to sleep eat do anything but I will try just for you. I love you and I'm sorry. If you read this and I've left than I'm sorry I just couldn't live a life without you. You're my whole world and it feels like I have nothing left. And I don't cuz you were my everything and still are.
I miss you
I love you.
I hope you come back soon.
~your lover.
