*throws a flower in the air*
I remember when we had met. You had asked me if i was a little and i said i wasnt cuz i thought i wasnt. I remember us being friends for a while and it was our little friend group. Me you awsten and alex. All 4 us. Then sati came in later. And i remember you askin me what my sexuality was. I said i was straight cuz well duh. But then you grew upset and i said i eas confused cuz i liked you. And you weren't a boy
So i was like wtf. Later on You told me you liked me and i said i did too. You asked me out and i I said yes. I remember we dated for 4 months before i got that text. Those 4 months had their ups and downs. I remember our kisses and hugs. I remember me holding you when you cried and you doing the same when i told you i wasnt okay. I remember taking care of you and doing stuff. I remember all of it. I don't think ill ever forget it. I remember when i got that text from your parents. I was at the waterpark for a competition for my orchestra. I got home and cried for 3 days straight. Didnt eat anything went to school stayed silent didnt talk to anyone i was just so tired of everything. My home was shit and you breaking up with me jus left me with nothing to live for. I remember us fighting 4 days before our break up. I know it was my fault and i went to school the next day crying knowing how shit of a girlfriend i was tore me. We went back to normal the next day. But then i got that text. You got a new account and we talked there for a while till you said you had to break up with me. You called me your ghost and said you would come back and that you loved me forever. I knew you would move on becuase i would do the same. Its been 9 months since you left and when you texted me today i thought i was going insane. Tho you stopped responding if you ever read this i jus want to let you know im sorry about everything i put you through. I care and love you still as a friend. I hope thjngs got better for yoh cuz i know i was worried. After you left i jus left. I switched countries went iff of wattpad. Talked to maybe 3 people on here? Only 1 helped me and i cant thank her enough i owe her my life. Im glad your back even if it was jus to say youre okay.
Im glad im over you
Cuz breakups are hard
Especially when you loved them......
