I'm trying. I am.
But sometimes it isn't enough.
Wait not sometimes. Always.
It always isn't enough.
I'm losing.
And I'm tired of losing.
Life's giving up on me.
I don't mind. I gave up a long time ago. But I'm still here cuz some people want me to. To all those people who want me to stay...forget about me. Forget I ever existed. It'll easier to go on when I'm gone.
I don't want to do this anymore.
Everybody's gonna leave me eventually. It's happening rn. Slowly slipping away from me.
So I might as well leave before it completely happens and i get more hurt then I already am.
But maybe.
Just maybe
It'll get better.
I sure hope so.
I'm here till I'm destined to.
Cuz i wanna die but I won't
Yea you don't either. Okay.
Thanks
