TW: SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS .
I wanna jump of a fucking bridge right now.
Oh don't mind me I'm just gonna do the world a favor and go die.
The blade clenched tightly in the palm of my hand bringing slight discomfort. My mind screaming at me to go ahead and do it. For myself and others. I turn on the shower and drop the blade in the soap tray trying to forget about it. But it's the only thing occupying my thoughts. I fall to the bottom of the tub in a heap of tears and sobs trying to wrap my head around the fact that people do care. I look down at my body and decide no they don't. It's all out of sympathy. I might as well just end it. Today was horrible. I hope you know that it was your fault. I know you won't ever read this but if you ever do it's your fault.
Sometimes I just wish somebody would look me in the eye and say," stop lying, I know you're not okay."
Imma go die now.
*sighs sadly* okay bye
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