Last night's conversation replaying in my head.
It wasn't even a conversation considering the fact that you never responded as of now either.
But oh well been there before. Way too many times then i would like too.
Idk is it suposed to hurt cuz it sure does. A lot. Or maybe I'm just being stupid. I tend to be that a lot. Wait wait wait i am stupid. Ha all the time. Literally.
I'm crying.
I hate this.
I hate feelings.
I hate me.
I hate myself.
Seems like you don't care anymore.
Yea it's only if i say that imma go die is when all the texts start coming in.
Are you okay.
I'm worried.
Please answer me.
Please yusra please.
I need you
You're wonderful and amazing and then they continue on with numerous lies about me being nice and shit.
Call me selfish but i don't believe it and frankly neither should you cuz I'm not any of those things.
These past few weeks have been wonderful....(sense my sarcasm)
Full of numerous tears and stained cheeks. Waking up to headaches and aching eyes. Or even already being awake.
Ah whatever who cares.
It's okay if i get hurt yea. Don't worry about me.
I'm okay. Yea.
FORGET ABOUT ITTTT.
bye "goodnight"
