Hi, this is me on 3/6 writing a letter to you. If you haven't already seen, I'm depressed, have anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and I self harm. Let me tell you a few other things
- I have really bad performance anxiety, so when I almost cry in orchestra that's why
- I am pretty sure i am aromantic bi-lithosexual
- go look at my self harm story for self harm stuffs
- I realized I was depressed on 1/31
- my 8 reasons I should go to therapy
• depression
• anxiety
• suicidal thoughts
• self harm
• self confidence
• stress
• body image
• opening up to friends and family
- I have a really bad fear of needles
- can, you might think you are depressed, but I don't.
- I honestly don't know if I want help for depression
- I get very claustrophobic at times, which makes it hard to cover up my arms, because tight long sleeves shirts get me very claustrophobic in the mornings
- you guys make my depression worse by so much, but it's not your fault, it's mine
If you have seen this, this either means you somehow found this, (if you did, text me "I found your depression journal") I committed suicide, or I faced my anxiety and all of my depressive thoughts and told someone.
Bye for now, (shoot now after writing about suicide I want to die so much I'm crying now oops)
~ Annabella (or is that my real name? Haha it totally is I'm too anxious to post my real name on websites)
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Depression Journal
RandomA journal of a 13 year old girl who is depressed, has anxiety problems, is suicidal, and self harms. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK Just remember, hate comments or anything that may suggest that I either don't have it too bad, or basically anything negative...
