Ughhh

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My friend just stated listing so many things she has problems with and I'm so annoyed because I want to say "oh my gosh me too" but I know if it was me I would be annoyed at that but her whole list is stuff I relate to and it's so frustrating
In my mind, her list is either
Real, and we are just similar
Real, but exaggerated*
Fake, and she doesn't realize
Fake, and she does realize

* I think this one because she exaggerated everything so much and I don't know why
Multiple times she has said stuff like
"I have such bad arachnophobia I can't even go in my basement there are spiders in there"
The week before she said that I was at her house and we hung out in her basement the whole time
"I've been really nervous to share stuff with y'all and still am"
You literally spend your whole day complaining about every single thing and even if it is true I have it much worse than you I told you about my problems once and haven't mentioned it since even when we had drama surrounding depression and self harm.

She frustrates me so much and guess what? Next week I'm spending a whole week with her and her family.
I'm too nervous to say no.

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