So my friend Anna recently "had" depression and she was telling my other friend Lee about her problems, and Lee was worried for her so she went to the guidance counselor at school and Anna was sent to the office. We thought that she was going to be on meds, or go to a mental health hospital, or get therapy, but apparently she doesn't have depression anymore and overcame it when she talked to her parents. That was fine and all, but Lee doesn't know I have depression, and Lee basically gave a speech to me and my friend Can, about how she would feel so guilty if something bad happened to Anna (like suicide or she cut and got hurt) and she never told anyone about how she was depressed. I'm over here about to cry, and I bet Can (who knows I'm depressed (eh, see the thing happening here?)) is thinking about how she should tell someone I'm depressed. I'm expecting for something to happen, but nothing does. I am confused because now I guess my friends who know I'm depressed and know I'm suicidal and know I self harm are not going to get me help, even though my friend who just started getting help overcame her depression, so why don't they want that for me?
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Depression Journal
AléatoireA journal of a 13 year old girl who is depressed, has anxiety problems, is suicidal, and self harms. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK Just remember, hate comments or anything that may suggest that I either don't have it too bad, or basically anything negative...
