A journal of a 13 year old girl who is depressed, has anxiety problems, is suicidal, and self harms.
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Just remember, hate comments or anything that may suggest that I either don't have it too bad, or basically anything negative...
Today is Saturday, so I didn't do much. At 10:30 I went out with my grandma shopping, and I got some fancy sandals which I was happy about,
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but after wards I started questioning my depression, I didn't self harm yesterday, and I didn't have the usual urge, so I was wondering if my brain was playing tricks on me. I (being immature) denied it. Yay.
My friend asked another if she was trying to suffocate herself, and I dunno what triggers are really, but if you are using it in the sense of it makes me feel suicidal and depressed, then it triggered me, I felt the familiar urge to self harm, so I did. Yay. I just sat on my bed depressed for the rest of the day, until about 8:40 when I got to the peak of depression today. I sat and cried and looked at depression quotes for a while At least now I have more pictures for my posts I'm still crying
Confidential info (to my friends) should come in the next 15 minutes I didn't feel like putting it on here
