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F O U R T Y - F I V E

After this chapter, there will be 3 more chapters left!!

It's been a month since Becky had Emery. The twins were still getting used to the lifestyle of having a new sister and not getting most of the attention, but it was still a perfect lifestyle.

Becky and Dean haven't been discussing wedding plans as much. They knew that they wanted a big wedding, but they wanted to take everything slowly. They wanted Emery to be a bit older before they had their wedding.

"Hey beautiful," Dean said walking out down the stairs into the kitchen, kissing Becky's hair. "Hi," she smiles. "I changed Emmy's diaper and she knocked out," he chuckles getting some chocolate milk out the fridge. Becky smiles. "That was Mason when he was a baby."

"Are you gonna take the twins to school this morning?" She asks him. "I thought it was your day," he said pouring the milk into two cups. "Yeah, but I've been feeling a bit lightheaded for a while," she says. "Are you OK?" He looks at her. "Yeah. I called Dr. Harrison yesterday and told her. She said I should rest for a bit."

Dean nods. "Do you want me to take Emmy with us?" "Please? No offense to my baby, but I don't want any noise," Becky smiles. Dean smiles back and reaches over to kiss her head. "I love you Becks. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you," he whispers. Becky smiled as she hugged him. "I love you too."

They were interrupted by the twins coming down the stairs. "Hey, guys," Becky smiles. "Hi, mommy," Mason smiles. Makenna followed her brother, not looking her usual self. "Kenna, you OK?" Becky asks. Makenna shakes her head. "Emmy cries too much," she whines. 

Becky and Dean chuckle. Makenna's room was across from Emery's. Makenna loves Emery, but the crying at night hasn't been her favorite since Emery came home. 

"I know princess. We just have to live with it for a while, OK?" Becky says putting the chocolate milk in front of her and a plate of pancakes. Makenna sighs and nods. "OK, mommy." 

"Eat quickly, OK guys? I'm going to get Emmy ready and we'll go, OK?" Dean says walking back up the stairs. "OK, daddy," they muffled as they put pancakes in their mouths. Becky chuckles. "Don't talk while you're eating guys."

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"Bye, mommy. See you later," Makenna smiles as she hugs her mom. "I'll see you later baby, OK? I love you and your brother, OK?" Becky smiles hugging her kids. "We love you too, mommy," Mason smiles. 

When the kids and Dean leave the house, Becky gets a phone call. "Hello... Tomorrow, I promise... 2 hours. I'm about to leave right now... Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow... Love you too. Bye." She hung up the phone and sighed as she ran her hands through her hair with tears. 

She was going to make the biggest mistake of her life, but she had to do something to change her life.

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Dean and Emery got home from taking the twins to school.

"OK, princess. Let's go find mommy," Dean whispers as he takes Emery out of the car seat. She gave him a big yawn in response. "Let's get you to bed first, princess. You tired?" He asked her looking through her baby bag. He got a sneeze in response. Dean chuckles. "Bless you." 

Before Dean went took Emery to her room, the doorbell rang. He and Emery walked to the door. When he opened it, he saw Charlotte and Bayley there. Bayley had tears streaming down her face.

"Pam, what's wrong?" Dean asks her. "Becky's gone," she cries. "What are you talking about?" Charlotte gave Dean a piece of paper and took Emery.

Dear Pam,

I'm sorry I couldn't tell you this in person, but I knew you and the girls would stop me from doing it. I can't be here anymore. 

I never told any of you this. The only person that knows is Jon. Before I found out I was pregnant with Emery, Jon went to go pick up the twins. Corey came into the house and raped me. I felt dirty and used. I haven't been the same ever since then. I don't think you've realized it, but I haven't.

I think I need a break from everything. I can't keep being happy when I'm not. I'm not being the mother figure to Makenna or Mason, even Makenna. I'm going back to Ireland to spend time with my family there.

Please don't turn this around and make it seem like I don't love my kids and Jon. I do, but I know that they don't want a fucked up mom who's always depressed.

I love you.

Becky

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This is kind of a sad chapter. Like I said in the beginning, there will be three more chapters left in this book. Love you all and next chapter will be up soon!!