Almost like back then (JJK fanfic)

Chapter 3

***still flashback***

I sigh and say:"I'm sorry, I don't love you back. I wish I did but i don't. He bites his lip and says:"That's okay. I wasn't expecting you to. It's fine." He smiles weakly , picks up his stuff and leaves. I want to follow him, maybe say that I lied just now, but my body is frozen in the spot. 

---Back to present moment---

Since that day, since that moment, he hasn't talked to me, hasn't answered my texts, and has been avoiding me. I tried to talk to his mom, but she says she doesn't know anything. But she's noticed that some girl keeps coming to Jungkook's place. Every time I think about it, I start to cry. And even now, when I see them enjoying each other's company, I start to cry. HW and HB take me by the hand, and lead me away.

We sit down in class. But I can already hear him and Lisa (that's the girl's name) coming down the hall, laughing loudly. They enter the classroom, and calm down. I try not to react, but it still hurts.

***Couple of days later***

We go to a hair salon because both HW and HB wanted to get a hair cut. Afterwards we all go to my place and get ready for hanging out because a friend of ours is having a party at his apartment. While boys wait for me, I go take a shower and get ready. I do my make up and hair as well and end up looking quite cute. 

We leave my apartment and make our way to the party. We walk around for a bit and then decide to settle down in some spot that is a bit more quiet. Unfortunately, while boys are trying to get us some drinks, I stumble upon something I wish I hadn't. Jungkook and Lisa making out. I bite my lip and turn around walking back to find boys. 

"What's wrong, Min Lee?" HB feels something is wrong because I suddenly became tense and pale. He looks behind my back and understands what happened. He asks:"Do you wanna go home?" I shake my head and instead drink a couple of shots. "Wow, slow down there, careful. If you drink too much too fast, you'll feel very sick. One at a time." I nod but keep drinking the shots. 

I suddenly notice that Jungkook and Lisa have stood up and are walking towards us so I do something stupid. Something I will regret immediately. I kiss Hong Bin, leaving him frozen for a second but then he follows my lead and starts kissing me back, leaving Hyun Woo shocked. 

I pull back a couple seconds later and see Jungkook and Lisa leaving the party. Good. I look ang HB and start to apologize. HW is too confused to say anything and HB doesn't say anything as well, just looks at me. I sigh and say:"Well, now I do feel really drunk. I should probably go home." Boys nod and then they walk me home, check that I went to bed and feel okay and then they leave.

***Next morning***

I wake up dizzy and nauseous. I drink some water and then grab my phone to check the time. Fuck  It's 10.30 and it's a school day. And I've missed a couple lessons. Well, might as well stay home and rest after last night. I text my brother everything that happened and he comes over with some food and we just hang out, gossip about everything and watch movies the rest of the day. 

***Meanwhile at school***

Jungkook's pov

I look around the classroom. That's weird. Min Lee is not here. She never skips school. She always comes, even if she is a bit sick. Where is she? Should I text her and ask her if she's okay? No. I've done too much to her. I've hurt her too much. I've lost the right to care about her. Besides, I have a girlfriend. A beautiful one....but she's not Min Lee. I want Min Lee. 

I force myself to stop thinking about her and try to focus on the lesson but I'm unsuccessful. So I give up and just my mind drift and think about Min Lee, how much I miss her and so on.