Tord's POV:
'What have I done? What's wrong with me? I'm so stupid! It's all my fault!' That's what I've been telling to myself for the past few days.
After the 'incident' with my giant robot a lot of stuff happend. Like I left the army. I just couldn't lead them anymore, It was to much. Then I gained some depression and anxiety too. And I had anorexia and sometimes even panic attack! But...I deserved it...
All of those things were not that horrible, but the GUILT. It was eating me alive! I just couldn't take it anymore............I had to apologize... But I was not going to ask for their forgivness...
I didn't deserve it....I killed Jon, blew up their house and almost killed them too! There was no way they were going to forgive me... I just wanted them to know I'm sorry. Then I could die happy.... Finally happy......
Tom's POV:
It's been two weeks since that whole thing with Tord. I was living in the same building as Edd and Matt, but I was not in the same apartment. It took me while to get used to it though.
But I still felt something was...off. I just didn't know what. But I didn't like it. Oh well, today we had movie night at Edd's apartment. 'I wonder, what we'll watch.'
*Later in Edd's apartment*
"Hello, Tom! Glad you came!" Edd looked at me as I closed the door of his apartment. "Hello, Edd, where's Matt?" I asked. Before he could reply, someone slammed the door open and Matt was standing there. He looked really happy. "Heyy guys!" I looked at Edd and then back at Matt. "Umm, hi Matt. Did something good happen?" " No, I'm just in a good mood today. I feel like something very special is going to happen today!"
"Well I'm happy that you are happy." Edd said with a wide smile on his face. "Should we watch the movie now?" I asked. They both nodded.
Tord's POV:
'Okay, I'm here.' I thought. I checked the adress again. I was really nervous... My head hurt. I felt a bit dizzy too... But I didn't care... 'Okay, here we go.......'
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Heartless... (TomTord)
Fanfiction*After The End* It's been a month since the 'incident' and Tord is really depressed. He has anxiety, depression, anorexia and sometimes even panic attack. And also GUILT... He misses the old times, he never wanted to hurt his friends. One day when h...
