Disease

Part 13 of Disease
Well,am sure y'all waiting for me to find my husband fucking another woman..Am sorry udaku ndio mtaacha😂Its our 7 years anniversary and i even had no clue about it..Other times i am the one who surprises my hubby but this time it's him who surprised me..This is so ashaming..Indeed my marriage is in rocks.. He has put a cake on the table with the message"HAPPY 7 YEARS BABY"
Then there he is holding a flower for me..He has really grown older..He has the kitambi now,he has added weight,maybe thats why i went for ian and Teddy...their bodies are daamn crazy...he looks more mature..I can't believe one year is gone..just like that..without my hubby and i being so happy..I guess marriage is really a decision you need to think about before you get into it..All i can do right now is cry..Despite denying Victor children,I've denied him happiness,respect as a husband,I've cheated on him for a whole year but this man,still loves me the same..He hugs me so tight and all i can say is 'I'm sorry honey"...
Y'all can imagine how emotional this moment is for me..He asks  why i am sorry..of course i can't say why.."because i forgot our annivesary" i say..he just consoles me.He has made my favourite food..rice,peas and chicken..
During dinner he is smiling at me..My guilt can't allow me to be a happy inside so i just fake it..
"Seems these days work is too much..you really look fatigued honey." He says..."aaah yes baby..Work is too much.. My boss left so am working with his wife.. Plus the gym and all that.."i answer softly.."Baby i think you should take a break..You don't have to overwork yourself.. Please think about it.I want us to try again this year.. The baby... No rush..am just saying." He says as he collects the dishes.. Actually he has a point..i need to take a break..am doing too much at the same time..

After cutting our anniversary cake and having fun together,we need to take a shower,"can i join my wife in the shower?!"he asks when he finds me already showering.."Of course baby..why not"i answer..He kisses me so passionately and i can truly feel the heaviness of that kiss..i have indeed missed my baby..i should have just stayed with him all along...What did i get myself into?wait am i regretting?!

Yet again,2 rounds of missionary and we sleep..Now this is boring..Am used to crazy sex..but still,he's my husband..the man i walked down the aisle for..I do love him..I can't help but cry myself to sleep tonight...

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