To say you were at a loss for words was putting it very lightly as Nate continued to kneel on one knee looking at you with nothing but hopeful eyes.
"Nathan..honey I think you misunderstood me.." You gently explained watching his face shift from one of hope to one of confusion.
"No, I understood perfectly, you said sometimes the best love stories are some of the hardest, and I know this decision is hard but i'm telling you that I love you." He persisted.
You could hear the wedding starting from outside and you were running out of time before people wondered where you were and rather you had gotten cold feet or not and came looking for you.
You had to diffuse this situation and quick.
"Nathan, you can't love me sweetie, i'm much to old for you." You countered hoping he realized that you two were on two totally different levels maturity wise.
"Your 45 and i'm 32 it's not that big of a gap." He countered.
"Nathan your brother is literally waiting for me at the end of the aisle, I can't just leave him." You reasoned not understanding how he wasn't finding the flaws in all of this.
"Yes you can, look I could talk to him and explain that you and him were a mistake and that your in love with me." He offered still holding the ring up to my face.
"But sweetie, i'm not." You distressed as you watched his mouth shift into a frown.
"So your gonna be just like her huh?" He said lowly while lowering the ring.
"Nathan.."
"NO, I don't wanna hear it from you!" He suddenly yelled.
"All my life, I had to worry about being in the shadows of my older brother, and then when I finally dug myself out of the frickin black hole I was placed in (A:N Shout out to the people who read my Eminem Rant Book xD) , my girlfriend dumps me at the wedding altar!" He seethed his face beginning to turn red and veins starting to make an appearance as his anger only grew stronger.
"Nathan honey.." You cooed trying to touch his shoulder to comfort him but he quickly backed away as if he had gotten burned.
"Don't Honey me bxtch!" He spat making your heart jump a second.
"Nate.." You cried not liking this side of him at all, it was like someone had replaced sweet innocent Nate, and replaced him with the hulk or something.
"I know what it is..." He suddenly said looking as if he had just hit a revelation.
"What?" You asked completely bemused at where he was about to take this now.
"You think your better than me, you think your too good for me." He suddenly laughed spitefully.
Now that really took you for a loop, because you never thought yourself better than anyone, you never looked at yourself all high and mighty and just the mere suggestion really upset you.
"That's definitely not it!" You shot back clenching your fist trying to not let your emotions take over in this hostile situation.
"You think just because, your pretty, have a wonderful job, dating the supposed "Rap God." that you can't be with someone who's common! Well I'll tell you this, you wouldn't be ANYTHING without my brother who put your ass in the spotlight, Nobody would even know your name for that matter, you think your all high and mighty but i'm here to tell you the facts sweet heart, you grew up in a dingy broken down apartment on the east side, worked late nights at CVS while dancing on the pole on weekends, You also ran through so many boyfriends, and every time you broke up with one of them you'd coming running over our house late at night crying to Marshall about how the entire world was against you and how life was just so unfair. Of course my brother being the nice man that he was listened to your endless crying and complaining, and some where along the lines he fell in love with you, he fell in love with a broken down, cry baby, pole dancing, slut..and so did I." He ranted.
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Eminem Imagines Pt. 2 (Eminemzminnie Style)
FanfictionA second book of Imagines...that will take you on yet another adventure, now where that is...I still don't know.