Eminem Imagines Pt. 2 (Eminemzminnie Style)

Stillness

A:N So it's been a while since i've done a letter imagine, but anyway in order to read this imagine your going to have to sync the music with the imagine to get the full effect!! So play the song with the imagine thanks!! AND THE LYRICS ARE IN BOLD PRINT JUST TO LET YOU KNOW!

Stillness is such a interesting thing.

It doesn't do much, but yet some of the best moments happen in the stillness of it all.

Don't believe me?

I'll prove it to you.

Do you remember that day the power went out and we just sat on the couch reading all day? Well I was reading, you were going over lines in your head over and over again, you said you were writing something that was going to change our worlds.

I simply nodded and flipped over the next page in my book. Not knowing if the world was changing or not, but I had every bit of faith it would. Because I had faith in you, and you had faith in us and for the longest that got us through everything.

And through all my thoughts in this moment everything was still.

Still falling

It was peaceful.

Breathless and on again

Yet the whole world was changing in that very moment.

Inside today

You still don't believe me right?

Beside me today

That stillness can be everything and nothing at the same time.

Around, broken in two

It's sort of like the world, the world turns every day, 365 days a year and yet we don't feel it, our world remains still.

Till your eyes shed
Into dust

Yet in our little still world, change is happening every single day.

Like two strangers
Turning into dust

Till my hand shook
With the weight of fear

So many people come and go in our little still world, some we grow apart from and some pass away.

Some when we least expect it.

I remember the day Proof died, and it was like our still world had suddenly experienced a earthquake and I remember how you cried and took pills to mask the pain but you can't rebuild so quickly after a earthquake, it takes time, you have to process what you lost, make sure everyone else is okay, make sure your okay, and then..

Rebuild.

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain

I could feel myself growing colder

I could feel myself under your fate

Now rebuilding can be tricky, because you don't know exactly how your new life is going to pan out, and I remember you expressing that concern after you came out of rehab. I remember you turned to me and you asked me.

"Do you think i'm gonna be able to rap like I used too?" 

Under your fate

I told you I didn't know, but I also remember telling you that you won't know unless you try. Which brings me to where we are now.

Try.

We try so hard to get back to where we once were before, and sometimes it just doesn't work out, but that's okay, we can create something totally new. I remember you turned to me and said, "Something new sounds good." 

It was you
Breathless and torn

I could feel my eyes turning into dust

And two strangers
Turning into dust

So we go with something new, and it takes a further then we both could imagine. But every second i'm with you I make sure to enjoy the stillness, rather we're touring, or at home on the couch. I never take it for granted, because I know some of our best moments happen in the still.

Turning into dust

So  this is my letter to you, I know it doesn't even begin to make up an apology, but I know its a start, we've had the earthquake, we've processed, made sure we were both okay, and now all that's left is to rebuild. But Marshall in order to rebuild we have to try. Try for something that is better, something is new, something that will bring back the stillness.

Because despite our fights lately, all of our arguments, all of our tears and pain. I've had some of my best moments with you after the earthquake, after the rebuilding and in the still. So I hope you can read this and remember that no matter how far apart we reach I want you there with me through it all.

                                                                                                                                                            ~Love Y/N

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