Emotions | Book 3 to 'Lil Marais'

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S K Y L A R

I sit on the couch at Jonah's, i wait for Zach to pick the kids up because i've got some things to say to him

The doorbell rings, "Don't let him off easy" Louise tells me

I nod my head, "I won't"

She walks towards the door, "Hello Zachary" She says

"What have i done?" He mutters

"Ask Sky" She says

I walk out of the living, i walk to the kitchen where their both standing, "Sky" He says

I feel my heart skip a beat

I shake my head at him, "Tell me, why couldn't you have your kids yesterday?" I ask

"I'm gunna go upstairs" Lou says

She walks away, "I'm here to pick my kids up, not for a lecture" Zach tells me

"No! Tell me" I yell at him

"I was busy" He mumbles

I laugh, "Busy fucking Meredith"

"Shut up, Sky" He yells

I shake my head, "You don't get to tell me what to do anymore" I tell him

He laughs, "What and Kian does?"

"No, i won't let another man control me. But let me tell you now, Kian treats me so much better than you ever did" I tell him

"Don't act like i treated you horribly" He laughs

I scoff, "Zach, you cheated on me twice, for all i know it could have been more times"

"It was twice Sky, i promised you i wouldn't do it ever again" He tells me

"You said that the first time" I scoff, "Anyways, i'm not here to talk about the past. Don't pick Meredith over your kids ever again, don't hurt them just for your sexual needs" I say

"I get it, i fucked up" He yells at me, "I'm sorry, i'm not perfect with them without you by my side" He mumbles

Great, i feel like a bitch again

"There is no such thing as a perfect parent, i still make mistakes Zach, but you learn, give it time" I tell him

He nods his head, "Right" He says slowly

"How about Thursday, me, you and the kids do something?" I ask

His eyes light up, which makes me smile

My phone pings, i quickly check it, it's kian telling me he's out the front

"That would be great" He smiles

I nod my head, "Okay, i'll text you tomorrow" I tell him

"Do you need a ride? I didn't see your car out front" He tells me