Serenity | BTS & GOT7

-Chapter TwentyThree-

Taehyung's POV

"Tae can I talk to you?" I hear Yugyeom ask me and I nod.

"Sure buddy" I smile and give a little nod. We walk into Rens room, I watch as he walks to stand by her big window.

"So what's up?" I curiously ask him and he takes a deep breath.

"Okay, I hate seeing my own girlfriend look more happy with her ex than she does with me" he admits. I nod taking what he said in.

"Yug I can't help that, she's my best friend" I explain back to him, he lets out a small sigh before looking at me.

"I know but she's always happier around you than she is me, and it's killing me to watch it, I can be in the same room and all she'll do is focus on you"

"Why?" I straight up ask him, his eyes go from looking directly at me to his feet.

"You want to know the real reason?" he pauses, I slowly nod at him as I wait for him to continue. "Okay I'm jealous of you Tae, you're always going to have Ren's heart, I'm never going to live up to her expectations because that's you, and seeing you and her together makes me feel like I'll never be good enough for her unlike you"

As I continue to look at Yugyeom, he just looks like he wants cry. "Yugyeom, I'm so so sorry! I didn't mean for you to feel like this" I say genuinely feeling sorry for him. I never wanted him to feel like this, but me and Ren have history.

"Tae?" I hear Rens voice call, I look from Yugyeom who frowns to her then to the floor.

"Hey sorry, somethings come up and I need to go" I quickly speak up before I walk past her without saying anything else.

"Tae where are you going?" I hear Kookie ask, I stop and turn towards him. "I need to go home real quick" he just nods at me before looking back to continue talking to Bambam.

I walk out the front door. Stopping for a second taking in what exactly just happened. I put my hands on the back of my neck as I take a deep breath. Yugyeom is jealous of me. Out of all the guys that Ren is friends with.

He's jealous of me.

Me.

I don't know what to do about this. I can't not see or talk to Ren. Because if I start to ignore her she'll figure it out because she's not an idiot.

Ren will always have my heart too but people don't understand how much it kills me on the inside to see Ren with Yugyeom so I know exactly how Yugyeom feels.

Four Hours Later

Serenity's POV

I decided to go for a shower but halfway through I just ended up sitting in the bath letting the small water droplets land on my skin. Ever since I was little I've done this, it makes me feel relaxed and at ease.

All I can think about is earlier when Yugyeom finally admitted to me how he feels about me and Tae. I've known for a while about how he feels when me and Tae are together but I would never cheat on Yugy with Tae or anyone for that matter, because I do love Yugyeom.

And yes like I said to him earlier Tae still has part of my heart but that's as my best friend, just like all the other guys. And yes maybe in the future if me and Yugyeom do split there could be a possibility of me and Tae getting back together but it's very unlikely because that's just how life works.

I hear my phone vibrate against the tiles by the sink, grabbing my towel I wrap it around myself before I climb out the bath to check it to see the reason why my phone went off. Lifting my phone I see a text message from Tae.