Serenity | BTS & GOT7

-Chapter FourtyOne-

Four Days Later

Serenity's POV

The past four days have possibly been the best yet worst days of my life if I'm going to be honest with you.

I've had Lexy moving from my dorm to her own dorm, and then her complaining about her roommate because she's messy, rude and an uptight bitch.

I've had Yugyeom clinging to me.

I've had to try and help Hailey with her essay.

I've literally had no time to dance with Alec,

I've had no time to myself.

But today is the day that Yugyeom leaves, in all honesty these four days haven't helped me figure anything out at all, yeah we did stuff here and there but it just didn't feel like it used to, I just don't think I feel that spark anymore.

I've digested the butterflies as they've just disappeared.

This gets harder and harder and I just can't cope anymore, I just wish I could rip my heart out and tell it to sort it's life out and chose!

As it was a Saturday or is it Sunday? I think it's a Saturday. Anyway I was free from Uni, and I was also led in the arms of Yugyeom, I love his company but I just don't feel how I used to and it kills me, because I want to love him but I'm just so confused.

I roll over and look at his cute little eye mole and all of his perfect facial features for a while before he smiles. "Like what you see?" He giggles and pulls me in closer to his chest.

His skin is so soft against mine. "What time is your plane today?" I ask him before I place a small kiss on his cheek.

"Twenty to one, why trying to get rid of me already?" He opened his eyes to looks at me.

Ye- no no!

"No, just wondering, as it's already half past eleven" I smile as he widens his eyes.

"Is it really? I didn't even realise it was that time" he sits up moving back so he could sit up against the headboard of the hotel's bed.

I sit up with him and lean my head on his chest. As he strokes my arm I play with the heart pendent necklace that he gave me for Christmas. As I was holding the pendent he suddenly puts his hand over mine and laces our fingers together. I smile up at him and he kisses my forehead.

"I'm going to get dressed" I smile at him before climbing over him to get off of the bed. I walk over to the chair where my bag is and grab it and sling it over my shoulder. As I was walking back I noticed in the mirror that I was literally only in my bra and pj shorts.

If I'm being honest I've only just this second realised that I've lost a bit of weight. I sigh and continue to go into the bathroom. I never used to go into a separate room to change, I always used to get changed in front of Yugy, as I wouldn't really care but with how I've been feeling I just don't feel I can anymore.

As I was getting changed I realised I didn't pack a clean top. I shake my head and unlock the bathroom door. "So where would your suitcase be?" I ask him and I points to the chair by the window.