Serenity | BTS & GOT7

-Chapter ThirtyNine-

Serenity's POV

"Dude that was awesome! They totally owned that stage!" Alec bounces up and down as we walk out the venue after watching my boys.

And they also did what I said, they did bounce shirtless!

The other thing I noticed was Yugyeom looking for me in the crowd. And when he noticed me he smiled so bright, and put his all into the choreography. But it then makes me feel bad not knowing how I feel anymore. It's actually killing me.

I love him but then should I do what Mark said and listen to my own heart for once?

I start to play with the heart pendent on the necklace that yugyeom gave me for Christmas and it does make me feel warm inside but I don't know anymore. "Yo Rennie" I hear a familiar I turn around and see MBSG.

"MBSG" I squeal and run over to him before colliding into him giving him a big hug.

"The guys wanna know if you want to come back stage?" He asks me and I nod, but then realise that I'm here with Alec.

"I can't I'm with a friend" I frown and he hold his ear piece, talks, then slowly nods.

I jog back over to Alec who is looking so confused with everything. "Who is MBSG?" He quietly questions me making sure he couldn't be heard.

"Mr Big Security Guard, he's the main security guard for GOT7, he's just really a big teddy bear to be honest but he doesn't take anyone's shit" I smile, he nods, I look over my shoulder to see him give me a thumbs up.

Smiling to myself I link my arm around Alec's and start walking back towards the venue. "Where are we going? I though we were going back to the dorms?"

"We will later, I just want to show you something" I smile as I drag him back to MBSG.

As we followed MBSG my heart started to beat a hell of a lot quicker than it was a couple seconds ago. This is going to be the first time I've seen Yugyeom since I left and the first time I've spoken to him in just over three weeks.

"I can't get over the fact I'm going to meet GOT7" Alec whispers to me as I nervously chuckle.

"Word of warning they will run at me, we will fall to the floor, I will be on the bottom on the heap, don't worry I'll be fine!" I smile and he nods whilst a worried expression lands on his face as he takes what I said in.

We get to the door and MBSG knocks on the door and before it even opened I can hear my brother telling them all to "shut the fuck up" man I love him.

The door opened and stood in the door way was the one and only Im Jaebum, my brother...all sweaty.

"Come in, thanks Frank" he says and fist bumps him.

"I'll be down the corridor, if you need anything you know what to do" he smiles and walks off down the corridor humming a BTS song. Run to be precise.

"WRONG GROUP" JB yells and all you could hear was MBSG just laughing as he likes to wind the boys up.

Me and Alec walk into the room and I count all seven of them there. I look to them all, then frown. "What sort of welcome is this" I cross my arms and then look to Alec.

"You might wanna take about four steps to the left now" I whisper, he does so.

"REEEENNNNNN" all seven of them scream as come running at me. And just like I told Alec we all ended up in a heap on the floor.

And I was on the bottom squished.

What felt like a couple hours later but was only a couple minutes they all got off of me and smiled at me. I continued to talk to them all and wait for Yugyeom to actually speak to me.

"Guys this is Alec, he is the guy I've been dancing with also one of my closest friends here at NYU" I smile and they all walk over to him and talk to him except Yugyeom who just looks to me whilst sat on the sofa.

Wow. No need to be so rude sweetheart.

"Are you just going to sit there and stare at me? Or are you actually going to come and hug me like the good boyfriend you are" I smile at Yugy and not even a second later his lips are on mine and I've just fallen into his arms.

Now this I've missed.

But something still just doesn't feel right.

The kiss was short yet full of a lot and I mean a lot of passion. "I've missed you so much" he smiles at me and I nod.

"Me too"

It's the truth I have missed him.

Sort of?

"Ren and Yugyeom seem to be alright now then?" Double B chuckles.

"Hey at least they're not having you know what on the sofa" Youngjae says all innocently.

"Guys, we can hear you!" I turn around and see them all looking at us and I just raise my eyebrow. I then feel Yugyeom slide his arms around my waist and rest his chin on the top on my head.

"And plus I don't just 'do it' wherever, I'm a girl not an animal"

"Yeah sure"

"Watch it Wang, remember who still has that song you so desperately want to release" I point at him.

"What song?" Alec asks and before I could answer Jackson opens his gob.

"Me and little Rennie Roo over there recorded a song together but JYP gave her the recording and not me because she wasn't ready to put her singing out there, even though it's her stage name on the single not her real name"

"Wait?! You have a stage name?!" Alec looks to me all shook, I nod then send a glare to Jackson.

"Yeah my stage name is T, me and Tae chose it when we where together, he is V for Victory and I am T for Triumph, we found it cute at the time" I giggle, I then suddenly feel Yugyeom's grip around me loosen, only to then see him sit on the sofa out the corner of my eye.

Looks like he still hates it when I talk about mine and Tae's past relationship. I thought he was over this. I can't help that my memories with Tae will forever be part of me. I stand there for a while and watch Alec with the other six laugh and talk.

I pull out my phone and see the time. 00:51. "Al it's ten to one, we should get going! We've got uni early in the morning" I say to him and he nods.

"You guys are going?" Jinyoung asks, I nod.

"Unfortunately" I pout, before I could say anything else they all pull me into a group hug.

I look over their shoulders and see Yugy sat in the sofa looking in our direction. I hug them all tightly and say my goodbyes but Yugy just stays seated. I turn to face Mark before grabbing his hand.

"Al I'll be back in a second" I fake a smile to him as drag mark out of the room.

We walk for a bit, and a bit I mean completely outside the venue. "Ren what's up?" He asks me, I shake my head as I start to pace back and forth.

"Rennie, talk to me?" I stop pacing as I look to Mark.

"I can't anymore Mark, I don't know what to do" I say as tears threaten to fall, before I knew it he pulls me into a big squishy Mark hug.

"Ren like I said just do what you think is best for you, listen to your own heart, you know what it wants, and I'm pretty sure it wants the boy back in Korea that goes by the name of Kim Taehyung! Remember I'll always stand by your decision, you might love Yugyeom now but you've always loved Tae and we all know that"

"Thank you, it means so much to me" I smile for real this time. "I just think I need to rest and get a good nights sleep?" He nods and links his arm around Mine.

"Come on let's get you and Alec home" he smiles down to me and I nod.

"When are you guys going?" I ask, his head drops.

"Tomorrow, it's a shame we couldn't stay longer but we need to get back to Korea and plan out schedules for the other comeback shows" I nod.

I wish they could all stay I really do, but I don't want them to fall behind just because of me.