Serenity | BTS & GOT7

-Chapter FourtyNine-

Serenity's POV

I am currently led in bed. Wide awake.

Hailey is softly snoring across the room from me but I just couldn't sleep. I hadn't even got changed into pyjamas, I was still in my dungarees. Whilst I was led in bed I just kept thinking about my break up with Yugyeom.

Groaning as I rolled over, I pulled my phone out from under my pillow. Gliding my thumb over my screen I ended up clicking onto my gallery.

Scrolling though old photos I come across one of me and Yugyeom on our third date. He took me to such a fancy restaurant. Then we went for a late night stroll in the park.

It was perfect. I'm such a sucker for romance.

As I kept scrolling I came across a selfie of me and him on my nineteen birthday. I was kissing his cheek and he was smiling wide.

I smile at the picture and before I knew it a couple of tears slid down my cheeks.

I kept scrolling and I spot one that I never saw before. It was saved on my phone from my snapchat. It was a photo of Yugyeom with the caption "Rennie, I love you so much! You are the the best thing to ever happen to this world♥️"

I released a breath I didn't even know I was holding. I didn't realise how hard this was going to be, but it had to be done! I couldn't keep lying to him let alone myself.

I look back down to my phone and click on to my FaceTime and see Snow is active. I have to tell her and Ghostiee. I can't keep this from them like I did for two months when me and Tae split.

I press her contact and click FaceTime video. Placing my phone back onto my bed whilst it was ringing I decided to finally go and get changed into pyjamas. I went with just a plain pair of sleeping shorts and a medium sized pastel blue top. As I quietly sit back on my bed I sniffle a couples times before she answers.

"Hey Re- wait where are you?" I hear her ask as I forgot to actually pick up my phone. As I pick up the phone I turn the camera on to she can see me.

"Oh my god Ren! Why are you crying?" She straight up questions me. I look down forgetting that I had been silently crying whilst looking at the photos.

"Rennie?" She softly asks.

"I um, I broke up with yugyeom"

"Ren I'm so sorry" she apologised. Why is she sorry? I wasn't her fault I fell out of love with him. "What happened?" She asks me.

"I told him the truth Snow, I told him I was still in love with tae" I explained her but as I told her a single tear slipped from my tear duct.

"I hope you're okay"

"I will be, yugyeom understands and he wants me to be happy" I explain further.

"I guess that's a good thing?"

"Yeah, I just feel so horrible knowing he loves me and I can't return it back"

"Not every relationship lasts though? But maybe because of this you and tae could become the power couple again?" She smiles making me chuckle a little.