High Off Love

Chapter 4

(It's a short chapter just warning you now. <3 )

May 25th

By the time we are done exercising it's already late.

"I didn't know you knew how to lift weights." Toby teases.

"Well I did work out before I got into this mess."

I see a skeptical look cross his face but he doesn't ask anything. We walk up the stairs and he still hasn't said anything. When we pass his room and go to mine we stop and look at each other.

"Can I come in and ask you something." he asks nervously.

"Yeah." I answer and open my door.

I turn on the lights and sit down on my couch. Toby comes and sits down text to me.

"You can't get mad I'm just curious." He says easing into the conversation.

I nod. Great, what is he going to ask now.

"What happened? How did you get into this? Tell me your story. Cause it is killing me not to know when I see pain flash over your eyes when you get anywhere near the subject." He says very quickly.

"It's a long story." I look away then back at him.

"We have all night."

"Okay. I will confess everything." I start. I haven't talked about this to anyone and I am willing to talk to him about the whole thing.

"When I was fourteen, I started smoking a lot of pot, drinking, and started having sex. By the time I was fifteen, I have had one abortion still drinking a lot and got into even more drugs, quite a few more abortions, sixteen, same stuff, sex, drinking, drugs, and seventeen, I had had eight abortions, started on a lot of drugs, then got sent to rehab." I feel the tears dripping down my eyes thinking about the past.

Toby puts his hands on my face and wipes the tears off with his thumbs. We are close. I lock into his eyes and he locks into mine. He moves in to kiss me. Our lips move perfectly together. His tongue moves across mine. Toby's hands move down to my butt, then up and down my back. I start to take my shirt off, but he finishes for me. Then, I take his off. I stop and look at him.

"I should go. You didn't do anything, but it's just getting late." I assure him.

I slip my shirt on, then go back to my room.