High Off Love

Chapter 19

September 27th

I walk down the driveway. This is not the first or the last time my mom will kick me out of the house. The thing I don't know where to go. I could call Rachel, or Toby. If I call Toby he will know I got in a fight with my mom. I'll call Rachel.

"Hey!" Rachel sounds happy I called.

"Hey my mom kicked me out. Umm, can you come get me?"

"Yeah sure let me get a cab, I'll be over in about ten minutes. I am so glad you called I have a surprise for you!"

I laugh and we hang up. I sit on my curb waiting on her to pick me up. I use to call some guy in my old contact list to come pick me up from this spot. My heels haven't even started to hurt my feet, this is why they are my favorite.

I check the time. Something catches my eye. I shine my phone on the concrete. I remember writing this. I was drunk and high.

"It's my fault"

I wrote this a week after my dad died. It was my fault he died. I called him to come pick me up at Dollar General. A not very safe one. I wasn't even there, I was just playing a joke on him, but when we go out of the car he got shot. I told him to go there, even though I wasn't there.

A lot of things are my fault. My thoughts are interrupted by lights. Rachel opens the door for me from the inside.

"Ok your not dressed casual." She snickers.

I get in the cab. "Yeah I was at a wedding, and Toby was there!" I squeal like a little girl. "It was so amazing! So, where are we going, your not dressed casual."

"We are going to a party. I'm dressed like a slut not a ballerina." She has on a tight black dress with rips down the sides.

"Where to miss?" The taxi driver asks.

"I don't want to go to a party." I make a disgusted face.

She tells him some address, I didn't listen.

"Fine, just warning you I live with about ten hot guys." She smiles.

How fun.

"I'm sure you've already slept with all of them." I mumble.

She ignores me. We arrive to a house with a white wrap around porch, and purple shutters. Guys start poring out of the house.

"Who'd you bring with you Rach?" A tall guy with brown hair asks.

"Ben got into your panty drawer." Another guy with blonde hair says but he is shorter.

"So this is what it's like coming home to them." Rachel smiles.

We all make it inside. They are all very noisy, and like to pick on Rachel. They keep trying to grab her ass and boobs. She scolds them every time. They only do it because she freaks out on them. I laugh every time.

When we walk inside there is loud music playing. I guess one of the guys really did get in her panty drawer because there are panties and bras everywhere. Rachel starts picking them up. It smells like cologne.

"Hi, I'm Josh. Who are you?" A handsome guy asks who looks about seventeen.

"I'm Alice." I smile.

"She has a boyfriend leave her alone." Rachel announces.

The boys all groan. Is Toby my boyfriend? How am I suppose to reject one of these gorgeous guys. They are all flawless.

"Um, no I don't." I argue back.