If Only {Part One}

Chapter Ten

After we got up I let them all leave. I felt so happy, and passionate with Corbyn. He probably thinks I'm crazy sensitive. I already cried a million times. I wish he liked me. I feel so grateful, and free with Bean. I think I'm falling for him. I know he said he loved me more, but he could have not wanted to hurt my feelings. I already loved him. I love them all. But I love Corbyn in a different way. I love Bean romantically. I love the rest like brothers. I love their music. I love Bean Besson. I love him. We shouldn't be anything though. I think Daniel likes me. He could not though. Ugh! Why do I have to have a love life?! I don't wanna go for Corbyn, then make everything awkward with everyone else. Everything is difficult! (Pun intended) I should get ready for the day. 

I changed into a black skirt, checkered bl+wh shirt, and of course my checkered vans. I decided not to put on any makeup. Sure I want to impress Corbyn, but if he doesn't like me without any makeup then he isn't worth my love, and time. I did my hair in a messy bun. I pulled out my phone. I had so many notifications from Josh. I should check them.

Josh: I'm so sorry for yelling at you, and calling you a slut! I know I should be respectful! I love you. Please come back to me! I need you. Your my air, my love, my life!

Josh: P

Josh: L

Josh: E

Josh: A

Josh: S

Josh: E

*This number has been blocked*

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I really don't like Josh right now. I hate that he yelled at me. I don't love him. I never did. I liked him a little bit. I have no clue what could have happened if we were in a private area with no people. He looked scary. "Monica are you okay?!" Corbyn asked running to me.  I let a tear fall from my eyes. "What? Yeah I'm good." I told him. He hugged me. I love his hugs. I love every inch of him. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. He let go of me. 

"Monica I have to ask you something." Corbyn said nervously. "Yeah. What is it?" I asked.  "Monica will you-" He got cut off by Jonah. "Hey guys. Oh sorry am I interrupting something?" He asked. "Um." Corbyn said with a duh look on his beautiful face. "Well we are going shopping if you guys want to join." Jonah said walking away. 

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Corbyn's P.O.V

We got to the mall. I saw Monica talking to Zach. I went to Jonah. "Hey. Can you help me find something to get for Monica?" I asked. "Yeah, why?" Jonah asked wiggling his eyebrows. "You like her don't you?" He asked. "Yeah. But don't tell anyone. I want to ask her out." I said. "Okay." Jonah said.

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Hey guys! This was a short chapter. I will try to update tomorrow. I have a volleyball game tomorrow. I hope you all liked it.

I hope everyone who is rude to you cries in a hole. 

I love you all! <3