Love At First Sight// S.M.

Chapter 11

Setting my things down in the room Shawn had been staying at, I looked around remembering it from the last time I was in here for a minute when he gave me his sweater.

"Finally." Shawn said closing the door as he wrapped his arms around my waist placing his lips on mine. I was caught off guard but moved my lips in sync with his as my hands found his biceps.

"They're going to wonder what we're doing." I laughed not wanting to do this right now.

"Did you want to go out there with them?" He asked.

"Well, kind of." I shrugged. "Sorry."

"Don't apologize." He laughed. "We can finish this later." He smirked.

Nodding, I let out a nervous laugh as we walked into the living room area where everyone was sitting. There eyes focused on us as we walked in the room sitting down. I decided to sit down beside Madison as I wrapped my arms around her leaning my head on her shoulder.

"Everything ok?" She whispered.

"Can we talk after?" I asked whispering back.

"Yeah sure." She said giving me a concerned look.

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An hour had passed as all of sat around sharing stories about embarrassing moments we had all lived. Josiah had refilled everyone's cups as we continued to talk.

"Hey Madison and I will be right back." I smiled getting up as I linked her hand with mine pulling her away from the living room. I seen Shawn's eyes watch us as we left the room.

"What's up?" She asked as I opened the balcony door bringing us outside. Closing the door, I turned to her before walking towards the edge to stare at the view.

"I think Shawn wants to have sex with me tonight." I said.

"Well that's good." She nudged my shoulder winking at me.

"No because I'm terrified." I raised my voice. "I don't know why but I am."

"That's normal, you've never done it before. You have every right to be scared." She rubbed my back as I sighed putting my face into my hands.

"I'm not ready." A tear had escaped my eye as I wiped it away.

"Why are you crying? Babe!" Madison chuckled embracing me in a hug.

"I don't know, I'm scared. You know how I am with pain, I can't take it." I said hugging her tightly.

"Tell him that." She pulled back wiping my under eyes as I sniffled my nose.

"Is everything okay?" We both heard as our heads turned towards the balcony door revealing Shawn.

"Fuck." I whispered looking away as I wiped my eyes calming myself down.

"I can talk to him." Madison whispered as she rubbed my arms up and down.

"No, I can." I smiled. "But thank you."

"Hey." Shawn said approaching us. Madison smiled his way before leaving him and I alone. "What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?" He asked concerned.

"No." I chuckled. "Shawn there's just something you need to know before we continue."

"Yeah sure, you can tell me anything." Taking both of my hands, I smiled down at our hands intertwining from how sweet he was.

"I'm a virgin." I spat out.

"Ok." He said confused. "Ohhh." He said laughing. "Is that why you were acting weird in the bedroom when we were alone?" He asked.

"Yeah." I nodded. "I'm sorry, I'm just not ready right now."

"I wasn't going to sleep with you, silly. I just wanted to be alone with you." He smiled. "I would never try to take advantage of you if you were uncomfortable." He rubbed his thumb across my cheek as I closed my eyes smiling.

"Is that what you were crying about?" He asked.

"Kind of. Just don't bother." I laughed. "I was being stupid and just over reacting." Rolling my eyes he pulled me into his chest.

"I'm sorry that I made you feel uncomfortable. That wasn't my intentions." He soothed into my ear as he rocked us side to side.

Picking me up bridal style catching me off guard, I let out a little screech as I held onto him tightly before letting out laughs. He walked over to the chair that was on the balcony sitting down on it as he held me like a little baby in his lap.

"I've thought about LA." I smiled.

"Oh yeah?" He asked getting excited.

"I'll come with you." I chuckled.

"Perfect." He smiled squeezing me tighter.

"Shawn." I said almost out of breath. He let go laughing before placing his lips on my cheek.

"Wanna head back inside with the guys?" He asked as his hand rubbed up and down my thigh calming me.

"No." I said playing with his sweater. "Maybe we should head to your room and be alone for a bit." I smiled.

"I don't want you feeling like I'm pressuring you into anything, hun." He said making my heart melt at the little name he called me.

"I want too. I'm just not ready for that." I said as he nodded.

We got up heading inside the house as we passed everyone in the living room as Madison sent me a smile making me send her one back as I let her know everything was okay. We got to Shawn's room as he closed the door behind us.

"So what should we watch?" He asked throwing himself across the bed opening his arm for me to join him.

"Let's see what Netflix has." I smiled snuggling into his chest as I felt his arm wrap around me pulling me in closer. I rested my hand on his abs above his shirt as my leg laid on top of his.

Shawn had decided on Beauty and the Beast which was cute because you wouldn't take him as one to watch this. I smiled as I just began watching the movie that was just starting.

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"Amanda?" I heard my name being called as I groaned stretching my body out. "Babe, you awake?" I heard.

"Huh?" I said confused looking around. I must have fallen asleep during the movie or something and not even remembering.

"You fell asleep." Shawn chuckled.

"Oh." I said rubbing my eyes as I sat up. "I'm guessing the movie just finished." I said pointing over to the TV.

"Yes and I didn't even realized you fell asleep until I tried talking to you and I got no response." He got up turning the TV off as the room got dark.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"10:30."

"Seriously?"

"Yup." He nodded laughing as I got out of the bed stretching my body. "I'm gonna go check on Mads." I yawned opening his bedroom door as heading into the living room. They all were playing a game of some sort.

"Hello sleeping beauty." Madison laughed. "Have a nice nap?" She asked.

"Actually yes. I fell asleep during the movie." I yawned. "What are you guys playing?" I asked.

"Never have I ever." Geoff said. "But with alcohol." He laughed.

"You and Shawn should play." Andrew smiled looking over at Shawn who had just walked in.

"Sure." Shawn smiled sitting down beside me as he wrapped his arm around my waist leaning his head onto my shoulder.

"You're probably going to find out some embarrassing things about me. Just saying." I giggled.

"Even better." He smiled.

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and here is the second one for today :)