Love At First Sight// S.M.

Chapter 32

-9 days later-

Watching TV, Shawn was performing on Ellen. I would've changed this a long time ago knowing he was on but my mom loves Ellen and she would kill me if I changed it.

"It isn't in my blood." My mom quietly sang. Oh great. We were watching his performance right now. A part of me wanted to leave but I didn't. I can't run away from him, he's going to be on radios, posters around the city, TV. I just couldn't get rid of him.

There was a knock at my door as my mom looked at me to go get it.

"Seriously?" I asked looking at her.

"Well go." She said as I rolled my eyes getting up from the couch. I walked to the front door opening it up to see a bouquet of flowers with someone holding them. The flowers held a note that said "Read me please".

I grabbed the note reading it in my head.

I am really sorry for flipping out on you

and I hope these flowers will make up

for it. Forgive me?

I sighed as I looked up grabbing the flowers from the person's hand to see Shawn standing behind the flowers. My heart dropping into my stomach. I froze and didn't know what to do.

"I know I fuck up a lot but will you forgive this fuck up?" He smiled.

"You can't just fuck me over multiple times and expect me to forgive you each god damn time Shawn. I'm not a fucking rug that you can just walk over. Does my forehead have "welcome" written across it?" I rambled.

"No but I'm a human and I get mad and make mistakes." He had his hands in his pocket looking up at me with the most adorable look on his face.

"Your house. Tonight." I said about to close the door when his foot stopped it.

"I'll be waiting." He smirked. Rolling my eyes, I let out a tiny chuckle as I closed the door bringing the flowers into the kitchen to put them in some water. I walked back into the living room seeing she was still watching Ellen. If only she knew the person that was performing was just at her front door step...

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Pulling up to his building, I typed in the passcode as I parked my car beside his. I sat in my car for a couple minutes just thinking, should I really do this? Will this help or will it make things worse?

Getting out of the car, I walked over to the elevator taking it up to the top floor as I got out walking to his apartment. I knocked on the door letting out a huge breath that I didn't know I was holding in.

He opened the door with a smile as I walked in attacking his face with my lips. Don't think, just do. He didn't even question, he just closed the door and went with it as we stripped each other on the way to the bedroom as we made it to the bed naked.

He quickly grabbed a condom from his end table drawer opening it up as he slipped it on. Without hesitation, he slipped himself inside of me as my mouth fell open from the feeling. I haven't done this in a while it felt like losing it all over just not so much pain.

Moaning, I ran my fingers through his hair as our lips intertwined. He picked up the pace going as fast as he could as my moans turned into loud whimpers from the friction. He was hitting every spot and I didn't want him to stop.

After minutes of ramming into me, his paced slowed down as he let out a couple moany grunts before collapsing his body on top of mine.

We were both out of breath not even moving an inch or saying a word. He rolled over as I closed my eyes calming myself down from the high I just experienced. We laid in silence for over 5 minutes before I sat up looking around.

I got up putting my clothes on as he just looked at me. He got up doing the same as I waited for him to get dressed.

"So are you gonna tell me what that was about?" He asked putting his shirt on.

"It's just something I needed." I shrugged looking over at him. He laughed.

"Well I'm glad you came to me for that and not someone else." He smiled.

"Yeah no problem." I nodded sending him a smile.

"Hungry?" He asked.

"Starving." I said as I followed him out into the kitchen.

What was I feeling? I didn't even know, was I happy that happened or was I more disappointed? I was a bit of both I couldn't really tell. I sat down on his couch with my chin in my palms. Did I want him? Did I really want to continue something with him?

"What are you thinking about?" I heard as I looked up to see him staring at me from across the room.

"Nothing." I smiled leaning back onto the couch. "So how long are you here for?" I asked already knowing the answer is probably a couple days.

"I'm performing with Taylor in LA on her Rep tour in a couple days." He said. "So I'll probably have to head back in 2 days."

"Cool." I nodded.

"Then I have the BBMA's on the 20th." He said as I nodded. "After that I have a performance on the Today show."

"Busy." I chuckled.

"Yeah" He nodded. "Oh and my album comes out on the 25th so I'm excited for that." He smiled.

"That's good." I smiled. "I still haven't heard it." I teased.

"It's on my phone if you wanna take a look." He said pointing to his phone on the counter. I got up heading over to the counter as I unlocked his phone with my fingerprint. I'm surprised he still had it on there.

"Still have my fingerprint, I see." I smiled walking back over to the couch sitting down and playing the first song which was In My Blood. I've already heard but I wanted to hear it again.

Finally finishing the album, I gave him his phone back as I jumped on him giving him a hug.

"I'm so proud, it sounds so good." I smiled.

"Thank you." He whispered as his arms snaked around me.

We held onto each other for a couple seconds before pulling away and slowly looking up at each other. Our eyes met as I caught him looking down at my lips.

"Be mine." He whispered breaking the silence.

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Ok so I'm probably going to end this one within the next 10 chapters because I'm just over it lol.. Just trying to think of a way to end it without completely cutting it off