Love At First Sight// S.M.

Chapter 44

"Never have I ever had sex." Madison spoke up. We all drank to that one.

"It's funny playing this game with Amanda now because when we first played with her she never had done anything and now she's done everything." Geoff smirked.

"Oooooo." Everyone cheered.

"Shut up." I said embarrassed as I let out a tiny laugh from how red my cheeks were getting.

"Never have I ever been arrested." I said as only Mads and I drank to that one.

"Well fuck." She laughed after we had put our drinks down.

"Elaborate please." Justin spoke up as everyone else clearly wanted to hear the story.

"Long story short, Amanda and I got dared to streak across a college campus. We did the dare, we got played and ended up getting the cops called on us by some teachers who caught us on campus." She said. I nodded the entire time as I still remember that to this day.

"Good times." I laughed.

"Wow, your girlfriend knows how to have fun." Justin said looking over at Shawn.

"I'm getting bored of this game, can we play truth or dare?" I asked.

"What are we, in high school?" Andrew laughed.

"Oh come on, we can make each other do stupid things." I said. "If we don't do the dare or say the truth, we drink."

Everyone nodded their head agreeing as I chose to go first since it was my suggestion.

"Truth or dare, Brian." I smiled.

"Dare." He said so bravely.

"I dare you to call your parents and tell them you got someone pregnant." I said trying to hold back a laugh.

"Oh fuck!" Shawn laughed as everyone had joined in.

"Ok I like this version." Andrew laughed.

He did the dare as he had his mom on speaker. We all couldn't contain our laughter after his mom started being so sympathetic towards it. He told her it was a dare and she seemed bummed but it was funny.

"Ok, ok." Brian said. "Truth or dare, Justin."

"Truth." Justin said.

"Pussy." Madison smirked. He looked over at her giving her a sly smile as he listened to what Brian was about to ask.

"Out of everyone in the room, who would you hook up with?" He asked.

"Considering there's only two girls and one is taken, I'd choose Madison." He said nodding.

"I ship." I said earning a laugh from Shawn.

"I second the ship." Shawn chuckled.

"Truth or dare, Shawn." Justin smirked.

"Truth." Shawn replied.

"How many one night stands have you had?" He asked. The question made me uncomfortable as I knew Shawn wasn't innocent before me but to hear about it, it's something that I didn't want to hear at all.

"I don't know, 4?" He guessed.

Wow.

"Truth or dare, Andrew." He asked.

"Dare."

The game went on for a bit longer as the liquor started to hit us a bit more. Everyone had been doing their own thing and I even watched as Madison was flirting her way with Justin.

"So 4 one night stands, huh?" I asked sitting down beside Shawn.

"It was in the past." He shrugged.

"How much longer in the past?" I asked.

"Doesn't matter."

"I know it doesn't but you not answering is making me wonder when you had these one night stands." I said a bit worried.

"I didn't cheat on you, if that's what you're thinking." He reassured me.

"Well then answer the question." I shrugged.

"Baby." He soothed.

"Shawn." I said sternly.

"Ok it was when we were on a break for like over a month." He confessed. "I had 2 one night stands within that time period."

I shouldn't be mad because we weren't together and we had no intentions of getting back together but just the thought of it made me mad. I looked down at my cup as I just nodded.

I didn't even say anything as I just stood up and began walking off. I heard him sigh as I walked upstairs into the bedroom getting ready for bed.

Just the thought of him doing that while we were "on a break", makes me ill. I didn't think he would be the type of person to do those things.

I did my face routine as I got dressed into my PJ's and went to bed.

When I woke up and looked over, Shawn wasn't beside me. He either didn't sleep here last night or he's already up and downstairs.

I needed a break from just this lifestyle for a little. I know Shawn and I just finally were in a good place but hearing that information just made me double guess if he's the person I really thought he was.

"Hey Mads." I nudged as I walked in her room over to her bed. She groaned as I nudged her again.

"What?" She asked.

"I wanna go back home today." She turned over quickly as she finally woke up.

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Ugh we love a dramatic bitch... 

I totally forgot to say that I got tickets to Shawn's concert in Toronto for Sept 6th. I got them when they went on sale for the roots presale code thing. You know where we had to wait outside the roots store for hours haha fun times. Also I got back from NYC like a couple days ago and Times Square was fucking WILD.  I spent New Years Eve in Times Square watching the ball drop and it was pouring and I got soaked so that's a memory I'll remember.