Secrets, many people have them. Sometimes you can't help but wonder what they hide. Secrets, sometimes you just have to keep trying to keep them hidden. Secrets most people just keep them hidden because then others look at you differently because of what they found out. Those things you kept a secret are our and you can't help but wonder what will happen in the future, will it stay the same or will they treat you like some kind of freak. A freak that is why you keep those secrets to avoid those types of things, because then people try to treat you like a fragile thing that can break in a single instant with anything that they do. While you have been through many things and you don't need their pity or sorrow for what YOU have been through and not them, they don't know what you have been through they can only imagine sometimes not even then...
They can't know what you have been through and they can't image it either because they don't know how it felt or how it feels when things happen and you can't do anything to avoid them. There is no avoiding it because there is nothing I can do because people who are close to you do it. These people keep tearing you down even if they don't notice it, or are aware they are capable of doing that to you. They aren't aware of it and you do't show it to them either because you are worried about how they will react to your confession, so you keep everything in the dark.
