How can you keep this up, all the things you do. You do things sometimes to not show what really goes on. Fake smiles, to fake laughs and conversations you don’t really want to have because you don’t really feel like talking but you have to keep up the charade that everything is fine. You keep up the charade because if people knew what was wrong they would look at you differently. With pity and sorrow but, you don’t need it you have enough of those things with what you feel inside by yourself because if you let people in or get to close they might hurt you. Life goes on, with or without you so, no matter what happens you should keep going for yourself and those who you care for. Even if things become to much for you, fake it ‘till you make it, that phrase means much to those who have a different connection to it besides seeing it as words that just describe what people do. If you fake it ‘till you make it then just hang on because you aren’t the only ones who suffer. Even if it feels so wrong to do it, you can either keep faking it till you make it or you can try harder to look past your past and move on because they will still be there as reminders of what you have been through...
