Everything, seems to go around me like I can't hang onto anything to keep me going. Everything just seems to blur past me as if I weren't there, like nobody can see me. Don't get me wrong I don't seek attention but, it seems like I am just gonna have to keep going alone. Something I have been doing for a long time and I don't know if I can keep it up, because I'm just tired of trying to keep up with everything. Trying to pretend everything is "okay" when it's not, I'm losing myself in all these problem that go on in my life. Most people don't notice and it's fine because I don't want their looks of sympathy or pity. I don't need any of that because then people will just treat me like I'm made of glass and possibly think I'm more of a freak than most already think I am. My family has and causes enough to worry about so, they know nothing about this because I might get treated like they treated her they kept any sharp objects away from her and nowadays they shove every little mistake she has made when she slips up and they rub in how she made them feel. But what the don't see is how she felt and still feels, everybody is facing their own fight and they try their best. Fighters, keep on fighting...
