So idiotic... I let you in even if it wasn't a lot like you wanted, it still hurt. You flirted and gave me hope. How could I have been so stupid to let you convince me that you actually cared. Sometimes, death seems preferable. Ironic right, that's your user but, not like you'll actually read this and realize it's me. So, I don't really care. But, trusting people takes a lot from me and it makes me feel so idiotic that I let you crack my walls and get close to me. I... just let myself get carried away with your words. Pathetic right? I really thought you cared but, just like everyone else that gets close, they let me down and hurt me. Nobody cares about me I'm just a girl who is invisible to most around her. Just a waste of space, someone unimportant, and transparent....
