Numbness, it takes over me. I don’t feel most of the things that happen to me, it is an advantage but also a weakness. Its an advantage because only some things are able to cause damage and only to a minimum. It is a weakness because sometimes it makes you feel empty and that emptiness can cause more damage than any other thing. Numbness it takes over me and I just can’t feel anything, the emptiness it causes is the only thing. It’s just I don’t know how to describe it. The emptiness just stays there and you can’t feel anything and don’t care what happened. With it you do what you are supposed to but you don’t fully know what you are doing, your body just does things for you like a mechanism.
A mechanism that can either do good or bad. Good, because it helps you do things that you might not be able to do of you didn't have the mechanism. But, bad because your not exactly aware of the things that go on around you. So, it's beneficial as well as un-beneficial. Sometimes you wonder which one is the one that you are going through. You can have one or the other, and sometimes both.
