You tell people what goes on sometimes and they just don't seem to understand. Now they might look at you differently because of what they know, that is why you always kept quiet. Nobody should know because then you see the sympathy and pity that they give you, what good will that do for you in the future? It will only cause them to give you a different treatment than they give others. You may have problems but, that doesn't mean that you aren't capable to do what the others do. You aren't disabled, you're not something that will break by doing things that need to be done. You can ensure your future and nobody else will because the future ahead of you is yours, you make your life and your dreams what you want them to be.