I feel numb, things just don't seem like they'll be the same...People think it's very easy to forgive what happened but, not everyone can just forgive easily, it's not easy to forgive and forget . As if nothing has happened, they seem like everyday is just how it was before... I feel numb, nothing is the same and it just seems to get worse. So, numb and every time I feel like I can open up to someone and feel something they either don't feel the same or they already have someone and gave up the chance of something happening. Sometimes the feeling of tiredness takes over me and the feeling of laying in bed and not getting up. So, tiered and numb that everything I do is just a mechanism most of the time, which to some makes me look cold. I don't care anymore due to past events that have happened when i let people in has made me learn from my past mistakes, yeah I'm open for new acquaintances. But you have to stick around long enough for you to see that I might not be as cold as others say I am.
Forgive and Forget.... It's a common phrase used by many so, people can earn forgiveness. But it's not as easy as it sounds. Forgiveness is something that has to be earned, to forget isn't something that just comes when you will it to come it takes time and patience. Like gaining someone's trust, it takes time and patience but, with trust you can lose it in a mere second. So easily lost, but very hard to gain...
