Confusion, that's what I feel often talking to you. It used to be fine until I learned you had someone. I think I might have grown feelings for you. Which I know you might not reciprocate, I know I'm not that like-able. I can't help who I develop a crush on, but the way you talked (past tense due to the fact that you haven't been talking much to me anymore) it seemed different from other people. I thought you might have been able to understand me. Then my friend started saying that we should get to know more about each other, that there can be more to it than friendship. I know, it sounds absurd on how I can just let myself just feel this way when I know you most likely won't feel the same...
Confusion I feel it when I talk to you because it seems like you care but, it doesn't at the same time. I know we're just friends and that you might not feel the same way. People may say he might actually have feelings for you and I have tried to see if you do but, the more ways I try to see the less it seems possible for you to... I don't know why I keep getting my hopes up.... Maybe it's because I might have a little hope you might feel something for me even if it isn't a lot. You seem to only talk to me when you want something or because I initiate the conversation otherwise you might not even talk to me. I know this sounds stupid but, i can't help these thoughts that wander across my mind at many speeds. So many thoughts that it gives me a headache. I'd just rather have a heartache at this point so then my heart can move on, so I can move on... I'm just so confused when it comes to talking to you...
