All I Want - Sequel to Fix You - (Jai Waetford)

Chapter 17

I can't believe and I won't believe it. She can't accuse Bailey of doing something like that without evidence. Yeah, it made a little bit of sense but, I'm sure she wouldn't... Would she?

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"Bailey." She says and I look at her in disbelief.

"No. You can't accuse her and plus you have no evidence. It could have been Jack." I say.

"Why would it have been Jack? He didn't know about your nickname of Ducky and he didn't read my letter so how could of he known what you meant by half the things you said?" She says and to be honest it made sense but still, how can she accuse Bailey?

"Okay, so not Jack but, how can you accuse Bailey? What's your evidence?" I ask and she doesn't think twice before answering.

"The nickname. Ducky? I didn't know about it, neither did Jack and guess who gave you it?" She says and stares right into my soul. It made sense, yeah but, I don't want to accuse ANYONE of anything before we find out more.

"Whatever. You go home question Jack and I'll do some investigating too." I say.

"Investigating?" She questions.

"Yeah, what's wrong with that?" I ask and she smiles. So, I smile. It was contagious.

"Dork." She says and walks out of my room, presumably home. Yeah, thanks Celia. I walk downstairs and watch t.v for a while before going to the studio for a writing session with Damon Sharpe at Sony. It was alright. Got a lot done but, I still needed to go home and figure who did it. Who sent those letters.

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I miss the old Celia. I miss my old life. I miss everything.

"Jai. Are you sure it wasn't her?" Celia asks through the phone as Bailey sits next to me.

"I'm sure." I say.

"Whatever." She says.

"Can I talk to her?" Bailey asks and I hand her my phone.

"Hi, Celia." She says, calmly and puts it on speaker.

"Oh, you." Celia says.

"Yes, me! Seriously. Why and how are you accusing me of all this? I did nothing! Plus why would I try to make Jai think that you sent him a billion letters? Because that just sounds childish and I am not childish. If your gonna blame me for stuff then fine. Because you mean nothing to me Celia. We may have shared a bloody womb but so did Jack. Even though we were at the same time, it doesn't matter. All you are is my sister, that doesn't make you more powerful. You ran away from your boyfriend and life, twice, because of what? Pressure. A publicity crisis. A panic attack. Really Celia? You're one of the weakest people in the world..." Bailey says but I snatch the phone of her and take it off speaker.

"I'm sorry." I say, quietly so the fuming Bailey does not hear me.

"It's alright. I don't care." She says and hangs up.

"What was that all about?" I ask and Bailey glares up at me.

"Are you serious? Even my own boyfriend doesn't look up for me. You believe her, don't you?" She says.

"No. I don't." I say.

"Well, you seem to be sticking up for her! You still love her, Jai. I can see it by the way you look and talk to her You never got over her but, your dating her TWIN sister and that doesn't help, does it?" she says but, I don't answer.

"You know what! I'm leaving!" She says and leaves. I don't love, Celia! She left me with no warning, A YEAR AGO! I don't even understand why we want to find out who wrote the lters. It doesn't matter.

'I'm sorry. I don't love Celia, though. We ended ages ago and it was difficult to get over the fact that I was dating her twin sister but I got over it. Just please. Don't get angry at me for asknig you what that was about!... I am telling Celia to not worry about the letters. I know it wasn't you but...' I text and even though I know she's seen it, she doesn't reply. I was sorry, even though I did nothing. The war between Bailey and Celia was going too far. I still like Celia but, only as a friend. Bailey must see that. Luckily it was only two o'clock in the afternoon so I walk to Celia's new house and knock on the door. She opens the door and tries to close it again but, I put my foot in between the door and the wall.

"Please. Just let me explain." I say and she opens the door. I look at her in the eyes. Her nose was red and so were her eyes.

"Have you been crying?" I ask.

"No." SHe says and looks away from me.

"Was it Bailey? Or me?" I ask and she leads me into the lounge room.

"It wasn't you." She says.

"Bailey then... She didn't mean to sound so harsh-" I say but, she stops me.

"No. She did. She hates me, Jai and no bloody wonder. I hate me." She says.

"Why do you hate yourself?" I ask and she looks up at me but, back down again.

"Because. I shouldn't have left. Everyone hates me in Canada. I also shouldn't've come back either. Everyone hates me here too." She says.

"I don't hate you." I say and even though she is looking down I saw her smile. I was glad, glad to see that smile in the worst of times.

"I don't know why we made a big deal out of the letters." She says.

"Me neither. It makes no sense. It would be good to know but, I think we should leave it. Feeligns are being hurt." I say.

"My feelings didn't get hurt from this!" She says.

"No but, Bailey's did." I say and she finally looks at me again. I shouldn't have said that. I really shouldn't have said that. After I said that she rolled her eyes.

"Everything is about Bailey." She mumbles and I sigh.

"I have to go." I say and she hugs me before I go.

"Thank you." She whispers. I don't know why she said that, I said nothing and left. On the way home, I walk slowly. This was so complicated.

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This was mainly direct speech.... I'm sorry.....

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Byeeeeesssss... Wow, Celia, Jai and Bailey are so... dramatised in this book... :P

- Layla