All I Want - Sequel to Fix You - (Jai Waetford)

Chapter 21

"Everything." He says.

"It's not your fault. Jai, I have no friends, no one. Everyone thinks I am horrible because I ran away after one incident, 'many superstars and famous people have It harder and you ran away after being asked too many questions. That's weak Celia' is what they say. I can't handle it anymore. I can't take the pressure. They don't understand my past, my problems and you don't understand that I have to hide, in the library every lunch time, from my twin sister and everyone else. So, it's not your fault. It's mine. Take your apologise because it's not your fault. You've got to understand that, I would think you of all people would." I say and the tears start. I can't hold it in anymore. I haven't cried around Jai before, in the two years I have known him I never expressed my emotions this much.

"Please. I do understand. Don't cry. Celia I still love you and always will no matter what-" He starts, but I cut him off. It was the most amazing and truthful confession he has ever made and I know he doesn't usually make confessions, but I won't fall in love with him again... I can't.

"I love you too, but you don't mean it in the way I mean, do you? It wasn't the full story about my twin sister was it. You love her now. Not me." I say and he just stares at me.

"I didn't mean it that way." I say and he shakes his head.

"Yeah, you did. You love me, but I only love you as a friend? That's what you think? That I'd actually forget about you and date your twin sister. I didn't forget you, Celia." He says and walks away. The tears rush again and I run home. I slam my door as I enter my door and lay down on my bed, it was only 3pm, but I cried, cried and then finally fell to sleep.

In the morning my eyes stung, under my eyes were grey and I looked like I was on drugs, but I was tired of being tired and trying. I put on make up and go for a short walk to the shops. It was only 9am and the reporters even wouldn't be awake. I walk past a shop with magazines out the front and a whole rack hand my face on it and in big letters 'Teen Run Away Stars Swears At Reporters'... crap.

"You've got to be kidding me!" I yell and everyone around me looks at me.

"What?" I say as a woman slowly walks past me, looking at me like I'm a crazy person. Just wish they'd all go away. I run back home and barge into the house.

"MUM!" I call and my mum runs down stairs and to me.

"Are you okay? What's happened?" She asks, worried from the anger within my eyes.

"They took photos of me and spread a rumour around town!" I almost yell.

"Who did?" She asks.

"The evil ones."

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Mum finally calms me down and she goes to pick my father up from the airport.. leaving me home alone...

"Are you sure you'll be okay alone?" She asks and I nod.

"Yeah. I'll be fine." Not really. About 20 minutes after my mum left I posted on Twitter.

'Today will be the day when she breathes her last sorrows'

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