When I woke up in the morning an amazing smell of bacon and eggs came from the kitchen downstairs. Whenever I went to the studio mum always cooks a big breakfast for me. No matter how much I deny it, I like it that way. I get changed and walk downstairs. I join my mother in the kitchen and we eat. She drops me off at the studio and tells me to call her when I'm ready to be picked up.
"Okay. Bye mum." I say.
"Love you!" She calls out and drives away. I wish she wouldn't do that. I walk into the building and I receive sympathetic sighs and smiles. I sigh myself and continue to walk. I'm sick of it, really.
"Hey Jai!" The owner of the studio says as he walks up to me. "What's up?"
"Well, I was wondering if I could make a YouTube video in the studio. I wrote a song, but I don't want to sell it. I just want to put a message across." I say and he smiles.
"Of course." He says and we walk through to the studio. I collect my guitar that I always leave at the studio, just in case and walk into the recording room. The owner sets up a camera with a camera man behind it. I watch as he clicks it on and I begin to talk.
"Hey everyone. As you may already know Celia died about a month ago. I've been working on a song that would tell everyone how I feel right now. It's quite a slow sad song, but I believe I need to do this. It's called All I Want and it's pretty much about wanting to bring her back. Anyway, here it is." I say and wait a few seconds, staring into the camera lens, before I begin to play the intro of my new song on the guitar.
"All I Want is nothing more,
To hear you knocking at my door,
Cause If I could see your face once more,
I could die a happy man I'm sure,
When you said your last goodbye,
I died a little bit inside."
As I sang the song, I got lost in my thoughts and forgot I was singing and just thought about all the memories Celia and I shared. I didn't understand why she left, I don't think I ever will, but I can live with that. I wish I didn't have to live without her though, but that's just how life is in the end. Dealing with things you don't want to, and living with the mistakes and memories of others. All I Want is for her to come back.
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Heyyyyy! This is actually the last chapter and I made it a little sad and kind of inspirational for a reason. I don't know if I should do another book, but I'll see if I get an idea and a title. Keep this book in your library if you want to find out if I'm posting another book! I'll put an authors note up if I am writing another one or not!
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All I Want - Sequel to Fix You - (Jai Waetford)
Fanfiction'We thought she was dead' He explained as the interviewer listened to my unexplainable story. 'I mean her heart actually stopped. I left the hospital and...' Celia Vidgen. She was in a coma for six months, from a horrible car crash, and the doctor...
