By the way, you should go listen to the song All I Want by Kodaline, you might understand this book a tiny bit more with that song! The song is above so you can listen to it while you read! :D :P.
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The next day, I grab my song book and write the title, All I Want. An hour later and I currently had half the song done. I wrote a couple of chords and put them with the lyrics. I walk down stairs and have some breakfast. I walk back up to my room and continue to write. By lunchtime my mum had insisted that I went outside about twenty times, but I didn't. I need to finish this song.
I get a mental block and I am pushed into a day dream.
"Jai, are you seriously still writing?" Celia asks.
"Yeah. I have to finish this song." I says and she sighs.
"Come outside! I want to spend time with you AND you need to get outside sometime today. Please?" She says and giggles as she runs out of my room. I smile at her and am pushed into the present. I sigh, wishing she'd run through the door and demand that we did something together. I seriously missed her a lot. After that day I couldn't write, I had a song block. I had no idea where to go for the second verse. It frustrated me.
It was a few days before I had imagined Celia again, I was watching a movie and she came and sat next to me on the floor.
"I'm at A Sherman Drive." She says randomly.
"I think you mean P Sherman." I say and she tilts her head back to rest on the top of the lounge.
"Whatever." She says and a breezy comes through the window and she blows away in the wind. Come back Celia.
I run up to my room and write down some more lyrics.
'You brought out the best of me,
A part of me I've never seen,
You took my soul and wiped it clean,
Our love was made for movie screens'
Honestly, by the end of the day, it was ready to be recorded. I didn't want to sell the song, I want to put it on YouTube.
"Mum, can we go to the studio?" I ask my mother as I run down stairs to her in the kitchen.
"Tomorrow." She says and I groan. I walk sluggishly up stairs and lay on my bed. I grab my guitar and start to play it. It felt as if it was the first day Celia and I met in real life and we lay on the hill near the beach in the park. I sang to her, I sang passionately to her. I tried to impress her and I guess it kind of work. The first time I saw her in that park, I fell in love. She was beautiful, she was perfect and after a year and a half of knowing each other, I can't imagine a life without her. A tear rolls across my cheek and onto my ear.
"Jai. I love you." I hear a familiar voice say. The voice I so desperately wanted to hear. I knew it wasn't her, I knew she was gone and all the things I'd been hearing and seeing was just me going insane. I fall asleep, cuddled up to a pillow. I love you too Celia.
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Hey. This was a really sad chapter and even I almost cried, only because I was listening to All I Want! :'(
Please vote/comment and share! I'm pretty sure the next chapter will be the last chapter, but AHA! There's another book.
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