All I Want - Sequel to Fix You - (Jai Waetford)

Chapter 24 - Jai's POV

I hear a quiet knock on the door, it sounded like Celia's knock. I open the door with a smile on my face, but it fades quickly.

"Jack? What's happened?" I ask.

"She succeeded." He says with a tear running down his face.

"She couldn't. No!" I almost yell.

"Why?" I ask.

"Apparently she had been bullied and it pushed her over the edge so..." He starts, but I stop him.

"Don't say it." I cut in.

"She wrote you a note." He says and gives me the coffee stained and burnt piece of paper. That was thing about Celia, she loved old stuff. Stuff from the 1900's, 1800's and even the 1700's. I take the note from him and go up to my room. I open the note and there is her writing, it was so neat and beautiful looking. It said,

'Jai. I don't know what to write. I haven't had much time to think about it.

I'm so sorry, I seem to say that to you a lot, I just didn't know what to do. I didn't want them there anymore, I didn't want them to be in my life. I only wanted you. In our own little world, like it was when we dated the first time, like it has been the last couple of weeks. I love you, I really do and I'll miss you even though you'll probably be the only one able to miss. I still will be there, in spirit I guess I will. I just don't want you to mourn for too long. Move on, or what ever, just not my twin sister and I swear if she cries at my funeral get Jack to punch her or something cause' she's faking it. I'm getting off track, but I don't want to start again. I already have ten times. It just means a lot to me that you know why... Why I died and what you meant to me, how you changed me too.

I was so insecure when I met you, I still am but not as bad because of you. You fixed me. You fixed the broken parts of my heart, I guess re-broke them and a couple of weeks ago put it back together again. I'm just glad. Glad you were in my life and we shared as much time as we could together. Happy birthday for when you turn 16, happy birthday for the rest of your... birthdays? I wish I was there, I really do. I'm saying really a lot and I'm sorry, and I'm saying sorry a lot and a lot a lot, wait what? I cried while writing this, I knew what I was doing was permanent, but I guess I hoped you would save me, like you did before, but if you're reading this... well I guess it's too late, wether it be seconds, minutes, days, months, years, decades and well can't be centuries unless you're supernatural which would be pretty cool knowing a vampire. I should end this now, I don't want to say goodbye, I know you wouldn't either, but wether it would be that you travel around the world and forget me, wether it would be us going to different colleges or one of us got offered a contract on the other side of the world, there'd be a goodbye... I'm sorry. I love you. Goodbye, Jai... forever..'

I stare at the words 'goodbye, Jai... forever'

"Forever." I whisper.

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So Celia actually died... omfg. Wtf. :'( Are you sad? I'm sorry. I was listening to Fix You while writing this!

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Sorry I haven't updated for a while and well I was too busy because I have assessments and then I have singing and then I have dance exams and yeah it's too complicated. Too busy. So sorry. I'll hopefully update soon.

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