Hooligan | Dazai Osamu

The Right Choice (nsfw)

Who was the fool, who said that lovemaking was a sin? Whoever was that, they must have never done it with their loved one or else, they would have known that it was anything, but sin.

"Ah~ Osamu~" You moaned, arching your back more as your cheeks blushed even more, than before

Dazai indeed kept his promise of making you feel good and being gentle to you. Today was finally the day, when you decided that you were 100% sure, that you wanted to give your virginity to Dazai. You've been dating for almost 3 months already, but it felt like a lot longer for you. From the moment, you first confessed to him, that you've never been in bed with a man, he never tried pushing past the border of simple heated touches and kisses, always stopping right on time, to let you decide yourself wether you wanted to make love with him or not.

And now, when he was between your legs with his tongue, licking vigorously on each millimeter of your throbbing slit, you had no doubts left, that you've made the right choice. His hands were holding yours tightly, letting you grip on them instead of the bed sheets, and somehow such a simple act of gentleness was making everything feel even more intimate and loving, than it already was.

"Osamu, please~" You begged, squeezing his hand harder "Ah~ Stop torturing me~"

It didn't only felt like a sexual intercourse. It was something more. Maybe it was because of how much adoration Dazai held in his eyes, when he first saw you completely naked underneath him or how slowly and sensually he was trailing kisses from your neck and down to you womanhood, not missing any spot of your body as if he couldn't hold himself back from worshiping you. It felt so much better, than just having sex with a man because everything was done with love and care.

That's why, you couldn't comprehend how could someone call such a heavenly-like feeling a sin.

"Mm, (Y/N)~" Dazai groaned, when he finally pulled back from your clit as his lips were glistening with your arousal, what made you blush like crazy "You taste so sweetly~ I can't get enough of you~"

"Osamu~" You moaned "You've been doing this for eternity~ I just want you so badly~"

"What a naughty girl you are~" He smirked "I thought, that you would be a little more shy since it's your first time~"

"I can't help it~" You pouted "You drove me crazy~"

His smirk grew wider as you could see pride in his eyes because of the realization that it was him, who made you feel so much pleasure at once.

He pulled back from you, taking his pants and boxers, before throwing it to the shirt, that he took off earlier. You couldn't help, but blush from seeing all his manly features. He was really well-built and you noticed it before, even under his clothes, but now, seeing him naked made you feel even wetter, than you already were. Especially, when you looked down on...

"W-Will it even...fit...?" You managed to ask him, overcoming your embarrassment and shyness

"It will, darling~" He smirked as he positioned himself in between your legs "I will be slow and gentle, I promise~ I know, that I'm not the gentlest person in the world...but I'm trying my best to make you feel good and as little pain as possible. I just love you so much, (Y/N)."

You drowned in his eyes completely after you heard those three words leave his mouth. It was one of the moments, when he wasn't acting goofy or when he was doing something hot and cool. In that very moment, there was just that unconditional love, that sparkled between you at first sight, even though both of you realized it later. Memories of how your relationship was developing little by little each day, from being simple coworkers to being close friends and, finally, to being lovers, like a film tape.

You knew, that you chose the right man to give yourself to. You knew, that you chose the right man to trust. You knew, that you chose the right man to love. Despite hearing all the terrifying stories about his past and warnings from others, that it was foolish to give your heart to the hopeless womanizer, a bandage-wasting device, a traitor or a demonic prodigy, you still didn't listen to anyone and stayed by his side no matter what.

And day after day, week after week, Dazai never let you know how thankful he was to you for that.

That's why now, you simply smiled lovingly, before whispering:

"I loved you too~ And now, I'm ready to become completely yours~"

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