Hooligan | Dazai Osamu

Thunderstorm (Mafia!Dazai)

"I doubt that this is good for you."

You raised an eyebrow at Dazai in confusion as you continued walking on the rails, balancing not to fall.

This was Dazai's idea to come here, in the middle of the night, to just walk along the rails until you two would decide to go home. You didn't care if you were tired or not, if you were wearing your old t-shirt with the band you weren't even listening to anymore on it or in a pretty dress, if your parents would be happy once they notice that you're gone or not – with Dazai, nothing ever mattered. You two just somehow bonded together and even though, your friendship wasn't an ordinary one, you still wouldn't trade it for anything else.

"Why do you think so?" You asked "You suggested coming here yourself."

"What if your parents will get angry once they see that you're gone? Especially your dad." Dazai replied "It's two in the morning after all."

"I doubt that they will care." You replied "They only care about their divorce right now. They won't even notice it if I was gone for a whole week."

"What about school then?" He asked again

"I'll skip it tomorrow." You answered "Everybody hates me there...So I really don't want to go. I know what you want to ask: "How are you going to get into college without visiting school?", but I guess, that you know what I will answer."

"You won't need it because you want to commit double suicide with me before this happens." He said "However, my answer is still no. I won't let you kill yourself now. Your life is not as broken as mine. It can be fixed."

How did he even manage to meet you? How did you two become so close so quickly? Why were you so broken at such a young age? You were just an accident, a hurricane in his life, while he was a thunderstorm in yours. Perhaps, you still stayed together because both of you were 16 year old teenagers with broken hearts, families, lives and dreams. You both knew that you didn't have any chances for a normal happy future and that was one of the reasons why you enjoyed each other's company.

You dint have to say anything to understand what was on the mind of another. As if in the time of chaos and despair, when humans' lives barely had any value, you, kids from the underground world, were made for each other to lessen the burden that you two carried on your shoulders.

"Dazai, do you think that I'm a romantic person?" You asked all of a sudden, making the brunette raise an eyebrow

"Well, perhaps." He replied "Why are you asking?"

"I just started to doubt this right now." You explained "Most of the people would find a walk under the moon romantic...yet I just feel exposed under the moonlight. As if it shows the darkest parts of my soul to the world."

"Then I'm not romantic as well." Dazai said "I prefer darker nights just like you. But I hate spending dark nights on my own as they can be rather...disturbing."

"Loneliness is always disturbing." You replied "Especially for people like us, if you know what I mean. Broken people always seek for the warmth or presence of another person...and sometimes loneliness becomes unbearable."

Suddenly, Dazai stopped in his tracks, looking at you seriously.

"What about you, (Y/N)?" The mafioso asked "Do you crave for human's warmth too?"

You blushed slightly at his question as your eyes widened slightly from surprise.

"Well...I do." You admitted "I sometimes wish, I had someone to sleep with. I hate lying in my room, listening to my parents' arguing...I just wish someone was there with me in such moments."

Dazai's gaze softened and became so much sadder than before as if all world's pain reflected in his chocolate orbs. He just wished he could get you out of this life. You were just a normal girl, who only wished to have a happy family, normal life, safe surroundings. You didn't belong to this dark life, filled with the eternal pain, crime, depression, cigarettes, alcohol and Mafia. Dazai, on the opposite, was born in this world. He grew up, seeing all the worst things in life so now he was just simply used to it. But you were different and you simply needed some help.

"You're not going back to that house tonight." Dazai said quietly

"What?" You questioned "What do you mean?"

"I won't let you spend the night in that house." He repeated, suddenly, turning on his high heels as he started to walk back to the road "I'll take you to my place, (Y/N). You'll sleep with me and we'll make this night a little less lonely."

You smiled softly to yourself.

Dazai indeed was incredibly beautiful thunderstorm.

Little did you two knew back then, that this warm feeling that was spreading through your whole body because of another person was called love, which was going to become to only bright thing in your dark lives.
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Guys...so just theoretically, what if I wrote a Mafia!Dazai x Reader story where they both are teens and Reader comes from a broken family where her parents are divorced and she's basically a lost depressed soul and then she meets Dazai and just yknow...two lost souls turn out to be soulmates