Deep Breaths [COMPLETED]

Epilogue

After 5 years..

Sabi ng iba pag may nawawala may dumadating na mas better. But, for me? Wala nang mas hihigit pa sa kanya. He's one of a kind, he's the best that I've ever had and no one can replace him in my heart, in our life.

“Hello there, love! Happy Birthday! God! It has been years and I miss you so much, love.” I can’t stop my tears from falling while I am looking at my Dallas’ picture on the top of his grave.

“You know what, there are still some guys out there who is trying their luck on me, ba't kase ang ganda ko no?" biro ko na may halong pagyayabang para di ako kainin ng lungkot sa kinatatayuan ko ngayon.

"I know araw-araw mo kami pinapanood at binabantayan pero gusto pa din kita kwentuhan para makakapagyabang ako hehehe" matapos ko sindihan yung kandilang dala ko ay umupo ako sa tapat ng picture nya.

"Well uhmm lemme see, Jason.. Ayun di ko talaga trip, sobrang creepy pa din and di pa din naaalis sakanya yung pagsshades kahit gabi na hahahaha" I know I look crazy on what I'm doing right now, but I don't give a damn. I tried my very best to sound happy habang nagkkwento kahit alam kong alam nya kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko.

"Si Jolo yung pinsan ni Katrina, na-love at first sight daw saken kaso masyadong show off O.A na masyado, kulang nalang gawin akong dyosa though alam ko namang muka akong dyosa pero duh..nakakairita na.."

"Si Juan Miguel yung artist na nag-audition dun sa bar para sa acoustic friday kasi nagmove ng sched sila Juris so ayun nag-open ako ng audition kaso jusko love! Ang hitad may dalang flowers at manghaharana daw ang kapal ng muka napakahambog akala mo magaling kumanta at tumugtog eh mas magaling ka pa nga dun love," mejo nakaramdam ako ng inis nang maalala yung ginawa ni JM dun sa bar ko.. Like what the fuck is he thinking? Kasama kong nagpapa-audition yung mga in-laws ko tapos eeksena sya ng ganun? Though ok lang naman kila mommy at daddy na mag-asawa daw ako ulit kaso kahit na! Respeto naman! Tsaka ewan ko ba! Ayoko talaga eh..

"Tsaka nga pala yung pinsan mong magaling na si Althea. Ewan ko ba, ilang beses ko nang sinabi na hanggang friends lang and for God’s sake, she's your cousin and I do not see myself with anyone else. Ikaw lang at ikaw pa rin yung nandito, love.” I said sabay turo sa dibdib ko.

“Mama!/ Bestie!”

“Hey, why are you running, princess? Where is kuya? Hi, bestie, sorry ‘di ko na kayo hinintay.”

“No worries, bestie. Nandyan naman sila mommy.”

“There! With popsie and momsie. Hello, dada! Happy Birthday!” My princess said while looking at her dada’s grave and photo. And, yes, I got pregnant. Nalaman nalang namin two months after mawala si Dallas.

“Come here, baby. Did you eat the breakfast that I’ve prepared for you and kuya?”
“Yes, mama, but kuya didn’t finish his food. Hihihi.”

“Hey, I did! Hi, ma! Dada, I miss you so much, happy birthday!” Hayes, is turning six this year. He is so handsome and he really looks like his dada, malaking bulas din.

“Okayyy, kidding!” Charlotte said and rolled her eyes at him, mejo nakuha yung pagiging mapangasar ng mga tita nya (referring to Angge and Alex).

“Both of you, stop it, mamaya saan pa mapunta yan. And, you, princess, stop teasing kuya, okay?”

“Yes, mamaaa!” kikay na sagot naman nito sakin.

“Tita Bianca, where is tito Ketchup and Mayo?” mas behave si Hayes kesa kay Charlotte, pero minsan lumalabas din yung side na mapang-asar at dun sila nagkakasundo magkapatid.