The Alpha's Bet

Chapter 13

Yooo guys! So far I don't hate my classmates HAHAHA I'm not friends with all of them but they're okay I guess, I'm just that socially awkward. So far my favorite subject is Creative Writing *duh  :> I'm so excited for this story you guys! If ever ito yung pinaka-unang story na matatapos ko hehe, enjoyyy♡ shout out kay John Vincent, woooy classmate since grade 7 thanks sa suporta! HAHAHA

Disclaimer guys! WAG NYO PO TUTULARAN SUICIDAL OR NEGATIVE ATTITUDES/ PERSONALITIES/TENDENCIES NG MGA CHARACTERS KO, WHAT THEY'RE DOING IS NOT OKAY AT ALL, THIS IS FICTION OKI?

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Why is the time so fvcking slow? Yet everything happens so fast, I'm so confused and just want to bang my head onto the hard wall until my skull is crushed and red gore is oozing out of it.

That's a bit extreme, I know, but can you possibly blame me? Wala na ang mga taong nagbibigay ng lakas sakin para lumaban para sa buhay ko, at ang kapatid ko ay nawawala, wala man lang akong ideya kung okay lang ba sya o kung buhay pa ba sya.

In this point of my life, wala na akong pakialam kung ito na ang huling laban ko, o kung ito na ang huling pagbuntong ko ng hininga at makita ang maaraw na paligid at ang mga matatayog at maberdeng puno. Wala na akong paki.

Tomorrow, I'm about to fight again even if deep inside all I want is to end my life.

If this is the only way to end my despair, I am going to end my sufferings at last.

I am currently in my room, it's dark, I'm sorrounded with darkness--- so are my thoughts.

Tomorrow is the day.

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It was like deja vu, standing here in this room, before they open the door and wait for my cue.

From here I can hear their screams of delight of what's about to happen, ano naman kaya ang makakalaban ko this time? Is it a beast? A deformed wolf? A very skilled assasin?

I can think of a lot more.

But this time my knees are not shaking in fright, I am not scared to die. I will not give them the satisfaction no more, hindi ko na hahayaang gamitin pa nila ako para sa kasamaan nila. I am not some toy that they can play with for their sick entertainment.

I heard my name, or what they like to call me Pugnator Mortiferum, It literally means 'deadly fighter', how ironic isn't it? I am no fighter, I couldn't even fight for the life of my loved ones, I couldn't even fight for my freedom.

Kinuha nila ang lahat sa akin, my self and my family. I am weak as fvck. I let it all happen without doing a single thing to stop it. I deserve to suffer just as how much my family has suffered.

They finally opened the door, I walked calmly towards it, hanggang sa paglabas dito ay kalmado lang ako kahit nakabibingi ang sigawan ng mga tao.

A very pleasant smell slapped me in the face as soon as I walked out, it smelled very good, with a hint of spice and pure manliness. Ngayon lang ako halos mabaliw para masundan ang amoy na iyon, I just wanted to sniff it forever.

Sinabi lang ng halimaw na iyon ang usual introduction speech nya, binati din nya isa-isa ang mga Alpha mula sa iba't ibang panig ng bansa.

"The Alpha of the North also known as BlueMoon Pack, Alpha Oleo Benedict!" The crowd cheered.

At isa isa nyang pinakilala ang mga Alpha, pero may isang Alpha ang nakapukaw ng atensyon ko.

"The new Alpha of the East also known as Ashstorm Pack, Alpha Aiden Sebastian!"  Biglang tumahimik ang paligid, ang tanging naririnig ko lang ay ang mga bulungan ng mga tao, ang iba ay mukhang galit, ang iba naman ay nalilito.