advance merry christmas and happy new year to all of u!!
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Astrid*Thud*
Sienna's lifeless body fell on the ground, and I heard a bloodcurdling scream.
I realized it came from me. I screamed in pain and horror as I stared at my best friend's lifeless body.
And then my surroundings seemed to melt and morph into an all too familiar face; Alpha Anito.
His words before he died was like a hex, it haunted me wherever I go. It was like a reminder of my sins, of the blood that I shed. It was as if I was cursed to always fucking remember every motherf*cking thing.
"I didn't kill your family."
Then I saw myself driving the sword through Alpha Anito's chest, my smile was so cynical and evil I couldn't believe it was me.
"It's too late for that, Anito." My voice sounded so cold it could freeze the scorching flames of hell.
I was frightened with what I witnessed.
"You shouldn't have killed me."
Anito slowly stood up, I was sure I killed him! Why won't he leave me alone?!
"You shouldn't, murderer."
Murderer... murderer!!
I screamed at the top of my lungs, the first thing that I saw was Aiden's worried face hovering on top of me.
"You were screaming and trashing around, I was worried." He softly said and he squeezed my hand gently.
"I had a nightmare, even in my dreams 'he' continued to haunt me, I was so scared." I whispered shakily. I probably looked so vulnerable right now.
"Are-are you willing to see a therapist to stop the nightmares? Don't be too hard on yourself, hindi mo kasalanan ang lahat ng nangyari." His eyes looked so worrisome, his eyes were tired, and I felt such a selfish bitch.
Hindi lang ako ang nakaranas ng lahat ng iyon, he experienced it as well, why the fuck am I such a cry baby?
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be, we're together now, and you're not alone anymore, 'wag mong sarilihin ang lahat. I'm with you now."
He said with so much love I nearly wept. I am so lucky to have this man.He kissed my forehead. I kissed his lips.
"Let's go together."
We're going to see a therapist together.
"But we have to find Coco first."
"Yes, we will."
"I love you."
"I love you too."
I can only hope na walang nangyaring masama kay Coco, I will never forgive myself. Baka mabaliw na talaga ako. My sanity will snap like a brittle glass.
I miss him, oh god I miss him so bad. And I love that boy, so much.
We heartily ate our breakfast after that, other than the nightmare, our day's just fine.
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The Alpha's Bet
WerewolfAstrid Thyreese White lived a dreadful life, always striving to stay alive and live another day to this cruel world. She was convicted of stealing, she did it to live, there were no available food for the likes of her, a mere peasant. If she didn't...