Who Are You?

Relaxing Day

"Babe...I really want you right now." Jiyong was telling her in a whisper.

Dara doesn't really know what to say to that.

"It's okay babe. I can still hold it in until our wedding night. But just promise me that you will never stop me from making love with you even though we are both old and ugly. Hmmm?"

Dara laughed out loud at that. Jiyong joined in and they were just laughing and giggling at each other. They made out for a bit and Jiyong reminded her to change. They walked hand in hand back to where everyone is at.

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Jiyong was just happily observing his friends and families. It has been a long long time for all of them to be together and just having a day of fun with each other. Even if they were in their home country they still need to be alert for anything because of their fans and paparazzis.

Being an idol is more difficult than one being an actor. There's a lot of complications of to do and not to do lists. Idol's fans are more aggressive and can sometimes be difficult to handle. A lot of them tends to be overly sensitive and thinking that they own you. There are also fans that are more understanding and will definitely protect you for anything. There are some silent fans who are more open minded and just be happy for their idols whatever or whoever it may seems that are making their idols happy. On the other hand paparazzis!!! Some are just completely after you to make your life a living he**. Some are just in for the money. Some because it's news to them and they don't really care. Few are there to actually send an honest news about a person. What a life!!!

But then again he chose this life, all five of them chose this life for their own individual reasons. It's true that in the beginning everything was great and exciting for all of them until BAD PEOPLE happened. They have been thrown to different scandals from left and right, accusations of such, people use them for their own benefit, getting bashed by people whom they don't even know, all of these had deeply scarred them. People who think they know them personally when truth of the matter they know nothing of them at all. People are indeed can be scary because you don't know who is true to you and the ones that are just playing you all along. That's why celebrities and well known people globally learned the hard way in life at least most of them. They have learned to just ignore and go with the flow because no matter how hard they try to defend themselves any little things can be twisted and thrown against them. As long as you, yourself and the people who actually know you and believe in you knows the truth, then everything else is just a blur to them. It's just sad for others who cannot handle it and ended up ending their own life. I guess becoming a celebrity is not at all fun and happiness. Because you end up paying them with your life at the end and them thinking because you owe them for everything that you have now. Your hard work and the true nature of your work don't matter to SOME people. JEALOUSY? Maybe. Who knows. Yup!!! Really scary.

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Everyone are on their way to Santa Barbara to Park's rest house which is literally by the beach. The house is not as big as the house in LA. It is situated up on a little hill but it has six bedrooms and five and a half bathrooms. The living room is pretty spacious and the kitchen as well. It's got a small swimming pool and a jacuzzi. With just a few steps they have access down to their own private beach.

The drive was at least three and a half hours and the have arrived around six in the evening but of course the sun is still up. Luckily though all the food was already prepared that all they needed to do was heat them up. They all have decided to eat by the beach. They have set up a long table and chairs and everything else that they needed and music of course. Just before the sunset is about to go down they were all already seated, eating and was able to watch the sunset.

Seth took out his acoustic guitar and acoustic drum box while everyone is around the bonfire with blankets and drinks. Some are melting marshmallows to make a s'mores. Then he gave Dara the acoustic guitar and he kept the the acoustic drum box. The siblings are not sitting together but it's okay they know what their favorite song is. Then Dara started playing the guitar as she played the intro for Dust in the Wind by Kansas.

Jiyong and the rest were all surprised at how Dara played the guitar especially when she started singing.
Jiyong couldn't hide how proud he is of his fiancé. Then Ami joined in and the way their voices harmonize was unbelievable while Seth was playing with the drum box softly in the background. Everyone was just listening to the siblings quietly as they feel the melody and the lyrics of the song. When they were done everyone clapped and blowing whistle to the siblings. Al three of them humbly bowed and said their thanks.

"Does anyone of you aside from my family...really knows what the real meaning of that song?" Dara asked. "If my mom or dad could please translate?"

"If you are to base it in a biblical wordings you can find it and read it in the book of Ecclesiastes 1. To put it in a simple way...everything that we worked so hard for in this life time in the end it will only be just a dust in the wind. Old generation passes away and new generation comes. The sun will rise and set as it's spirits will continue on around the earth and sky which the only ones that stands forever."

Mr. Park translated it in Korean and everyone was in awe but did understand the hidden meaning of the song.

"Funny of how I was just thinking about our career earlier. It all fits together somehow." Jiyong thought to himself.

The rest of the night was just very intimate as everyone shared something of themselves to each other, getting to know each other. It was a very fulfilling moment.

It was already ten thirty in the evening when they all decided to clean up and head to the house. They bid each other good night. But Jiyong and Dara decided to hang around the beach for a little while longer.

"Babe...you know what struck me the most about what you have said tonight? It was the hidden meaning of the song you have sung...Dust in the Wind. That actually hit home for me. As you know about our status and of how hard we have worked to achieved them. If you really think of it...the wordings of that song is indeed true. In the end it will all just be dust in the wind but the earth and sky will forever remain. What I'm trying to say I guess is...that we shouldn't take life or anyone for granted that we should cherish every second of it with or without any status. We should make the most of it with the one we love. Do good deeds to others and make them realize that they matter in this world until everything turns to dust."

Dara genuinely smiled at her fiancé. "Now you know why my job is very important to me."

Jiyong hugged Dara with everything that he has savoring every moment with her. Dara returned it wholeheartedly.