Dream Guy

25th

Yildeen's POV:

Nag-doorbell ulit ako. Wala. Kanina pa ko parang tanga na pindot ng pindot sa doorbell ng unit ng baby ko. Wala.

Ang tanga-tanga mo, YZ!

I pressed the doorbell again. Saan naman kaya pumunta yun? Three days na kami di nagkikita.

Ganun ba siya kagalit?

Ganun ba ko naging ka-gago?

Alam kong hindi siya pumasok today dahil wala naman daw siyang pasok sabi ni Sarezi.

(AN: Sarezi is a surname, yun lang talaga tawag ni YZ sakanya)

I tried asking her friend Ryan where she could be. Wala daw pasok si Ryan and usually she just stays at home pay walang pasok.

Si Triss naman, well I didn't ask her. Sabi ni Ryan wag ko na daw tanungin si Triss dahil once na malaman ni Triss na nag-away kami, patay daw ako.

I tried going to the nearest mall dito. Wala siya dun, I tried scanning every freaking shop. Grocery, wala din siya.

Konting tiis isa-scan ko talaga lahat ng mga places sa mundo.

But no, of course I won't do that. As much as I wanna find her now, I think it's better na dito lang ako and wait for her to go home. Maaga naman daw first class niya bukas sabi ni Sarezi kaya for sure uuwi yun mamaya-maya.

Please go home, baby. I'm sorry.

***Later***

Naka-upo lang ako sa tabi ng pintuan ng unit ni by. Hindi pa siya nakakauwi, 2 hours already passed. Maraming mga residents na nakakakita sakin at nagtataka kung bakit nandito ako. But I don't care.

I saw one of the elevators open at lumabas dito si by.

Naglakad siya palapit sa unit niya. She saw me, nag eye-to-eye contact pa nga kami eh. Pero she acted like she can't see anyone.

She opened the door to her unit. Habang ako nakatayo lang sa tabi ng pintuan looking like a ghost na di niya makita.

She unlocked the door. She took a deep breath then looked at me.

"Anong kailangan mo?" She asked. I was dumbfounded. Ano nga ba kailangan ko? Kailangan ko ng dapag daily dose of Vie ko.

Kailangan ko ng drugs na tinatawag na Vie and won't mind kahit ma-addict na ko.

"Baby, I'm sorry" I said apologetically.

"For believing your own ex instead of your girlfriend or for not acting sooner?" She asked.

She's right.

I didn't act sooner.

Hinintay ko pang matapos ang tatlong araw bago ko 'to gawin.

What's wrong with me?

"Both. I'm really sorry baby" sabi ko, looking down. I can't even look at her face dahil lalo kong naiisip kung gaano ako naging gago.

"YZ" she said, calling my name. I looked at her eyes.

"Ibo-boyfriend ba kita kung di kita kayang patawarin?"